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"Buy this for us, Yeo Jun. Let's go out for a drink, Yeo Jun! Does a café sound good, Yeo Jun?"
They ask me this over and over again, as if expecting me to say no. To reject them; but I don't. I continue with what I normally do. I spoil them when they don't deserve to be spoiled. They don't care about the real me; they care about the money I have and are willing to spend on them.
I'm safe here. No one's curious about me, and I'm not curious about them. No pain. And no joy. I'm safe here.
I'm afraid to leave my safe zone. I'm scared. I'm afraid to leave my bubble. Until I met you.
Started: Jan 09, 2024
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