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You could say that he was a virus. I can't believe that I'm actually agreeing to something as defective as this. Yesterday, the sweet, submissive gentleman, Ryan Soulheart, asked me out, but there's something that's hanging over my head. It wasn't exactly like he wanted me to be his girlfriend. He wanted me to be his one and only, the loyal and trustworthy - friend with benefits. And there's another problem. He has a devoted girlfriend, Auburn. She's intelligent witted, pure and absolutely adorable. She's got all the good qualities of a girlfriend you could ever dream of! I don't know why he did what he did. I honestly don't know what goes through Ryan's head anymore.
You would think that an honest 16 year old girl with a life ahead of her would say no to that, wouldn't you? Well...You're wrong. If this was the closest I could ever be with Ryan, then I accept it. It's the craziest things love does that makes you insane. And I know, I know. Saying yes was a stupid idea. It's just as stupid as me. But I can't bring myself to deny that baffled invitation. It's almost like I was dragged into a corner, facing the ultimate decision in life. Looking back now, maybe I should've let go and give up. Maybe he should have decided that as well. But no, we kept on going. And I don't know when it was going to stop.
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Created on March 4, 2018
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