KillianDUJARDIN
Everything began on January 5, 2026. I am Killian, a young man deaf from birth, originally from Lorient, and that day, I watched my whole world turn upside down.
This book is not fiction. It is the raw, honest, dizzying account of a completely impossible dream that consumed my existence: meeting Yongbok, better known as Felix, a member of the K-pop group Stray Kids.
For him, I was ready to do anything. Cross Paris alone for the first time, face my crippling shyness, spend my savings, and force my way into a world completely foreign to me: the world of high fashion, between Louis Vuitton headquarters, Nicolas Ghesquière, and Marie-Amélie Sauvé.
From the entrances of the Paris metro to the backstage atmosphere of the Gala des Pièces Jaunes, I tried to do the impossible. I met helping hands, like John and Yves, security guards who became beacons in my storm. But I also crashed into the wall of silence, until I nearly crossed the red line and drew the attention of the security director of the House of Vuitton.
People told me to stop, to think about my future. They called me crazy. And yet, despite the panic attacks, the tears, and failures that were 99.99% certain, I keep searching for that 0.01% chance of success.
Because behind the global icon, all I am looking for is the human being.
Discover the first volume of an obsessive, psychological, and deeply moving quest. A race against fate where the slightest wrong step could destroy everything.
Will you be ready to understand my story?