Avoidant Stories

This collection of poems is about experiencing the need to run away from every situation of life (relationships, places,...) and not being able to stay for too long. But also feeling alone by doing so and experiencing deep self-inflicted loneliness.

The description and title are still a work in progress as is the story. Once I finish this first draft I'll revise it later in a way that will improve the overall narrative. That means the story will initially be awkward but improve over time. I'm open to constructive feedback and ideas as we progress. Leave them in the comments if you have one, I'll see if it works. Enjoy :) The characters and story picture are not mine. They are owned by Yongshi, Manjuu and Yostar.

Some heartbreaks don't shatter you, they unravel you thread by thread, until you're forced to rebuild the parts of yourself you once gave away. "The Version of You I Never Met" is a "Tribrid" book, part memoir, part emotional guide, part psychological blueprint for anyone who has loved someone who couldn't love them back the way they deserved. Blending raw storytelling with attachment psychology, this book explores the very anatomy loving an avoidant partner, carrying emotional weight for two, surviving emotional absence and walking away from a bond you wanted to кеер. Through a story blood-stained with devotion, confusion, imbalance, heartbreak and clarity the author dissects the hidden patterns behind avoidance, the cost of loving someone who hasn't healed, and the quiet, almost celestial strength it takes to choose yourself when choosing them costs too much. Its not a story about blame it's a story about limits, healing, and the power of understanding the truth even when it hurts. If you've ever begged for clarity or felt invisible in the arms of someone you loved, this book will feel like finally being seen. If you're learning to trust again, it will remind you that healing is possible, and that some endings are actually beginnings in disguise. For the heartbroken, the healing, the emotionally attuned, and the lovers who have always loved too much. This book is your mirror, your medicine, and your metamorphosis. It will break you, then rebuild you. It will explain him, then return you to yourself. It will hurt - then then it will heal. "He loved you, just not in the way you needed. You loved him, just not in the way he could hold."

this story is about loving from afar, about feeling something after a long time of feeling nothing, and about a heart that learns, once again, how painful and beautiful it is to like someone. every small thing reminds me of you, like eating a pear, and suddenly you "i know you're not here, but i just want to let this out here." -ilysm my pear- 1703

"Kenapa kau mengirimkan ku hujan ketika kau sendiri tidak tahu makna dari hujan itu." Natalie adalah gadis malang atau justru beruntung karena menikah dengan pria yang dicintainya, sekaligus pria yang membuatnya tak percaya lagi akan cinta. Adrian Widiyono adalah pemuda yang berhasil membuat Natalie jatuh hati karena sifatnya yang observan, logis, sekaligus dingin. Meski sudah mendeteksi tandanya sejak awal, namun sikap perhatian Adrian yang tiba-tiba membuat Natalie tetap bertahan demi rasa penasarannya. Hingga suatu tragedi membuat hubungan keduanya tak lagi sama. Adrian mendapat Natalie namun tidak dengan hatinya. Hatinya sudah beku dan dingin seperti es. Atau bahkan Adrian lah yang memulai semua kedinginan ini. Akankah dinding es di antara mereka mencair?

Completed Humans have a natural urge to blame others when things go wrong. It's easier than facing the weight of our own mistakes. Eventually, we forget or forgive and move on. But what if the one you blame is yourself? Could you still forgive them? Disclaimer: Cover photos are not mine. If you are the owner and wish for credit or removal, please let me know.

mediocre writings

bad poems about bad things

Fresh out of high school, Basha is fearfully put into "the real world" looking for a job, a passion and maybe a partner! Only to find that "the real world" that she knows is even more scary when thrusted into a were-creature society because of some guy from the local library.

He seemed like he was coming closer-until he didn't. Claire felt something in the way Ethan lingered after meetings, in the way he stayed just a little too long during their last drive. Every time she took a step toward him, he welcomed it-warmly, gently-but never moved any closer. A quiet, slow-burn story about unspoken feelings, emotional hesitation, and what it means to almost be chosen. For those who've loved someone who always stood just one step away.

This is mainly for me to look back on my journey with ARFID. I'll probably post about food related victories. I don't think/know if anything might possibly trigger anything but if talk about food and issues like that trigger you, maybe don't read this. Also like I'll celebrate your food victories with you and feel free to celebrate mine. I may end up venting on here to, most likely about arfid but maybe also other mental health problems.

She finds peace in music and solitude, a world where no one asks too much or demands too much of her. Independent, strong, and fiercely private, she loves freely but fears closeness love feels suffocating when it leans too near. He loves her deeply, but her distance confuses him, making him question her loyalty and her heart. He wants her entirely, yet every step he takes closer seems to push her away. In a story of longing, miscommunication, and the delicate balance between love and freedom, they struggle to understand each other. She yearns for love without losing herself, and he yearns for closeness without losing trust. But when love pulls in opposite directions, can they ever meet in the same rhythm? Music is her anchor. Love is their storm

So yeah

This isn't a love story. Not really. It's a story about what happens when an avoidant meets an anxious. About how closeness can feel like suffocation, and distance like rejection. About how two people keep holding on - until one no longer can.

Sky has been in love with Drew for as long as she can remember. Only problem is he's her older brother's best friend and sees her as a little kid. He moved a way 2 years ago and Sky thinks she is over him until he decides to spend the summer with them and all the feelings she had comes rushing back

In the quiet spaces between heartbeats, truth lives. This deeply intimate collection of poetry captures the raw, unfiltered essence of emotion-love that bruises, grief that lingers, hope that flickers, and the quiet strength found in surviving it all. Each poem is a snapshot of the human experience of loving a girl with an avoidant attachment, written for anyone who's ever felt too much or not enough. This is for the ones who break and rebuild, who carry softness like armor, and who find beauty in their scars.

Wrong place, Right time, Serendipity strikes! Warning: Unedited, first draft. Kindly let me know if you'd like to edit the book. Happy reading!

This is my poem about feeling introverted. Hope you like it :)

She hid herself behind a wall for so long, until she decided it was time to be free. Short prose piece inspired by a girl struggling with AvPD and social anxiety.