aeternajiie
it doesn't matter to speak up when nobody listens. Talk about yourself only when someone is willing to stay and truly listen to you. Don't force yourself onto anyone. People can be like props - sometimes they distract you from your pain, but sometimes they become the cause of it too.
I hide all my struggles and pain behind my laughter . They don't know how much I've been struggling. I want to break down. I want to cry loudly. I want to let it all out until I feel nothing anymore. Some people only care when they benefit from it.
Maybe it's better to avoid getting too attached to people so you won't end up hurting yourself even more. But is that really okay? Maybe, just this once, we can try to communicate when someone genuinely offers their time to listen to us.
-Ms. Roselle Vayne Stywen.