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"First sorry, I'm sorry, please forgive me." I couldn't stop the tears from falling in my eyes while hearing first's crying in the other room, so I violently shook my head that was leaning on my knee. I took a deep breath and swallowed, I tried not to cry out loud but I couldn't and all I can hear are his screams and sobs, and I wonder if it's all I'll ever hear for the rest of my life. They echo in my brain and are memorized against my will, playing over and over even as new noises are made. The cries are so agonized, so painful just to hear. I can't imagine how badly he must be hurting. I hope after this, First's can forgive me.
-Ayan