Beautyinlife Histoires

This is a book in which I color your world. Most likely with blue, in which I take the saddest poems I've ever written and give them to you. Maybe with wonder since the meaning is up to you, maybe with shock after you see what's in store and maybe, just maybe, shade you with a light yellow and give you happiness. Honestly, I can't predict what I'll do, and even maybe I'll color the whole world too.

In commemoration of the poem "The morning after I killed myself" by Maggie Royer Cover photo from Pinterest

☆The Mystical Awards 1st place ☆The Honor Awards 1st place ☆Blooming Awards 2nd place ☆Dream Awards Honorable mentions There's so much more in the world Waiting to be known, to be treasured All of them can be seen with a open heart Brace yourself, let's travel to a world of poetry Through a world a child at heart may see.

Before you start reading this book, let me warn you that this is not a fictional story (it's not even a story, idk what to call it) Therefore every word that's going to be written in this book (more like a journal) will be written based on either my thoughts or just based on a song. So basically I have decided to write down my thoughts, fears, and occasional poetry and share it with all of you beautiful people. And with that, I leave you to decide whether you want to read this or not. The first part is already published for you to read. (think of it as a sampler for the rest of the journal :)

Running away isn't always the option. But for me it's the only option

'. . . and in that moment? I wasn't Eli, the boy with the shitty past and probably nonexistent future. I wasn't Eli, the boy with the fake smile and expectations set way too high for people who don't even care. I wasn't the butterfly, no, but I was the delicate flutter of its wings as it flew to some place better.'