Binging Stories

There was once a beating heart which felt things the eyes could not see and knew what the mind could not understand.

I'm 14 and have suffered with binge eating since I was late 12s I think. I'm tried everything to change and am giving it one last shot. This book will contain what I've eaten in my binge, if I have binged and what I've eaten in a day and how I've felt etc. Don't spam the comments with judgy shit or I swear I'll fight you 🤪 my binge eating recovery Instagram is @bingeeatingrecovery

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Take this as you wish, this is my journey. I hope to help people find peace, or at least be able to relate to what I'm saying.

DISCLAIMER Sometimes I can't talk to anyone about it so I'll talk on here what its like for me to live with eating conflicting disorders even then it is hard because I can't get it out or in a nice way. Some are poetic some aren't. I don't fat shame anyone but myself or glamorize anything like that Just the struggles in my head and desire to start being me and not the disorders in my head. But who am I without them. I don't think anyone cares as long as I'm not dying physically

I finally wanna write about my experiences with weight gain as well as weight loss, eating disorders, a healthy lifestyle, sport and workouts. It's been a while since I struggle with my weight. Like so often, by now I start getting control over my body. Although I'm afraid of losing it again, I try to stay optimistic and this book should help me by that.

This book is going to be a collection of my findings and general information I've gathered through my path. It will have entries on nature's healing properties,spells,potions, and more.

These are the stories that happen everyday but the world covers them up with pretty little white lies or dismisses them, deeming then unimportant. But they are important. Each and every one. These are the stories of those who feel lost, the stories of those who don't know what to do anymore. These are the stories for those who feel as if they're alone. These are the stories untold.

The Outerbanks. Paradise on Earth. That's how John B would describe it at least. An Island split in half. Split in Kooks and Pogues. It's either Country Club or two jobs, drugs or no money, designer clothes or the simplest life. Rafe is supposed to be the golden Cameron son. While Eliana lives on the last edge of the cut. Money, drugs, temper and pain is somehow still the cause their paths cross.

Andie Mertes hates herself. She's pretty depressed. Andie started cutting at the age of eleven, she was diagnosed with bulimia nervosa at the age of fourteen. By the time she was sixteen she just hated life, had already attempted suicide twelve times, and had fasted for long amounts of time to lose weight. She had developed yet another eating disorder, anorexia nervosa, aka ana. Anyone with a brain could tell something was wrong with her, but her parents said nothing, so she never stopped or got help. But when Andie's younger sister, Drew, invited over a friend to play, and her friends brother brings her, she might just get the help that she needs.

I know alot of this goes on around the world and I wanted to express what I think others may be feeling.

Just some eating fantasies to get over my hunger So grab a glass of cold water and join Lily as she goes all in in her binging Disclamers : I do not wish to promote eating disorders, if you suffer from an eating disorder and wish to seek help, please do and skip my writings. And as for the rest of you that doesn't have an ED, don't worry reading this story might just make you hungry and weirded out by my ED coping behaviors. <3

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Kara was just an ordinary teenage girl up until she had been diagnosed with cancer. From then on, she had let her life fall to bits, and put her mindset in a very dark place. It's not until her life takes a twisting turn through her own mind to make her realize that your mindset is everything.