Истории Bodydismorphia

I smile as if I have the perfect life, like I'm fine, but inside, I'm running out of air. -O N E T T E V A L E N C I A I don't play the antagonist, I play the guy who knows life isn't fair. - O N Y X C A S T I L L O I'm not perfect, I'm not polite, and I'm definitely not the Protagonist. But I'm me. - G I G I W I N S L O W Every song I play makes the sky a little brighter for Onette - E L O D I E V A L E N C I A Life's too short to care what anyone else thinks... except Onyx of course. - B R I E L L E M O N R O E Don't hate the player! Hate the game?! - F A E W I N S T O N

"I had always fit into people's standards. Perfect. People don't tell you how much it sucks to be perfect. They expect happiness. They expect a put-together life, but my life was anything but happy and put-together. Some days were great, but more often than not I would find myself screaming into my pillow in the early hours of the morning." ~~~ Picture-perfect body, picture-perfect hair, picture-perfect friends, picture-perfect boyfriend, picture-perfect life. But is Faye's life really so perfect? Is she really what is shown in the media under the blinding lights? Is being a cover girl really that great? TW: Anorexia/bulimia, emetophobia, body dysmorphia, emotional abuse, suicide, self harm *If LGBTQ+ topics make you uncomfortable don't read this* *VERY BAD. WILL REWRITE SOON*

A Short Story in which, a girl loses her sight and gains more than she could ever imagine... ×⚪× "Oh, you ain't seen nothing yet!" " ... " "...I just realized how that probably sounded..." " ... " "But I mean it's true." " ...jerk... " ×⚪× Started: June 2, 2019 Completed: August 2, 2019

" 𝚠 𝚑 𝚊 𝚝 𝚑 𝚎 𝚍 𝚒 𝚍 𝚝 𝚘 𝚖 𝚎 𝚠 𝚊 𝚜 𝚕 𝚒 𝚔 𝚎 𝚛 𝚒 𝚙 𝚙 𝚒 𝚗 𝚐 𝚘 𝚞 𝚝 𝚊 𝚗 𝚊 𝚗 𝚐 𝚎 𝚕 ' 𝚜 𝚏 𝚎 𝚊 𝚝 𝚑 𝚎 𝚛 𝚜 . " 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘣𝘫𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦. _________________________________________________ tw : body dysmorphia, sh

Hi, I'm Molly. This is about me and my life. These are stories about someone who is no one and feels like an outsider no matter what they do. I'm going to delve all into my childhood trauma. I'm gonna talk about everything that I'm too scared to say to other people. It has all the family issues and identity crises wrapped up in there too. Maybe it's not special, or maybe you might relate to it? But, the most important thing is do you believe it? So much has happened in my life to make me who I am, so many things that are so unbelievable that there's no way this could be real. This is also my way to get it all off my chest. *Based on my actual life, names changed for privacy. My life from my perspective.* Disclaimer: I have adhd and I am terrible with dates, so this isn't your typical chronological story. It's my story, so I'll tell it in my own way. This is what you would call a non-linear story. ‼️‼️Trigger warning: eating disorders, suicidal thoughts, slut-shaming, mild sexual abuse, family/psychological abuse‼️‼️

As things go im the "I don't give a shit overachiever". Isn't that contradictory, ha well that's just the half of it. So if this is the case and I seemingly "don't care" then why did I develop my eating disorders. Well lets just say you simply cant judge eating disorders as vanity orientated, that is unless ur an un-educated spas . Sadly im not as invincable as id like. I needed a space to write how it feels to go through recovery, how its changed me for the better, and how difficult it was for myself to realise I had a problem. I want to help others like me so here we go, read to join my dark humoured ride.

When Akk turns seven, the trajectory of his life changes in a blaze of fire and pain. When he turns eighteen it changes again, this time with a different kind of heat. Or: Akk is allergic to the Sun and Ayan enters his life when it wasn't even life. From the story: "I'm tired of philosophy and I don't give a damn about Shakespeare. Teach me life. Show me what you see. Give me something real."

A young girl, Ruby, was the "perfect daughter". Or at least that's what everyone thought. This is the story of how everyone sees Ruby and how she really is.

took some lines and sentences from my diary, and some from my imagination and overthinking, maybe a good angst for you to write cus i cant, hope you like the drama <3

a girl with undying love for a boy but with how "fat" she is, she thinks he will never like her back. Little does she know he has a secret.

i hate me

I'm creating a safe space for people that have Eating disorders or any type of body-image issues. Please be kind to one another and please if you'll like to share your story of an Eating Disorder or Body Image issues please be kind to share your story with us on here. Even if you currently haven't been diagnosed with any eating disorder or haven't been diagnosed with body dysmorphia you can still share your personal struggles if you feel like you struggle with some signs of an eating disorder or body-image issues. Also, this is also a free space for people struggling with all sorts of mental health issues like depression and anxiety and who identify as LGBTQ+ or are bi-curious and struggle with their gender or sexual identity. Also, this is also a safe space for those struggling with suicidal thoughts and self-harm or those who lost someone to suicide.

it used to be a normal life until things took a turn after awhile. They expected it to be okay....but it wasn't, it felt like hell instead.

𝓘𝓯 𝓲 𝓱𝓪𝓭 𝓪 𝓯𝓵𝓸𝔀𝓮𝓻 𝓯𝓻𝓸 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝓽𝓲𝓶𝓮 𝓲 𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝔂𝓸𝓾, 𝓘 𝓬𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝔀𝓪𝓵𝓴 𝓲𝓷 𝓶𝔂 𝓰𝓪𝓻𝓭𝓮𝓷 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻. ❝I hate you so much. Hwang. You have no idea.❞ His low voice sounded, his fingers skiming my waist making violent shivers run down my spine that I refused to show and give him the satisfaction. I was about to open my mouth to speak, but he put his finger on my lips. ❝I'm not finished.❞ He said while my eyes were glaring up at him fiercely, pure rage in me. ❝I hate you so much, but at the same time I cannot stop thinking about you. It's driving me insane...❞ His eyes were moving from my eyes to my lips, starring at them with anticipation. He tucked a strand of hair behind my ear and I sucked in a fast breath. ❝You are driving me absulutely fucking insane, my darling.❞ The italian-korean girl Hwang Joy meets the annoying second son of her family's rivals after she starts the year in a new school, new country. Lee Heeseung is the most insufferable bastard she has ever met, but somehow the hottest, flirtiest and the most tempting. Much to his denial he is just as tempted by her as she is by him. And the might as well give in to that temtation. The forbidden fruit is the sweetest. Their families past resulted in them loathing each other because of other people's actions. Will their passionate, flaming hate turn intosomething else, just as passionete and hot? And if it does will it end well or will it end with broken trust and even more resentment than before? Started: 13.08.2023 Finished: [WARNING] Contains strong language and mature themes. The enhypen "Butterfly" series - book 2

the best description I can give to how it feels for me to hate your body,your face, your personality, you.

A girls journal on how to be Skinny

Tw!!!!! Life is hard. I know. I cut I hate I love I try I fail I break I try again I feel bad I don't know anymore I have a body that I do not like I feel like I failed life I watch I broke I loved I tried again I felt bad It never stops but we can silence that voice that's telling us things even though it's very dark in here.