Bodydysmorphia Stories

I smile as if I have the perfect life, like I'm fine, but inside, I'm running out of air. -O N E T T E V A L E N C I A I don't play the antagonist, I play the guy who knows life isn't fair. - O N Y X C A S T I L L O I'm not perfect, I'm not polite, and I'm definitely not the Protagonist. But I'm me. - G I G I W I N S L O W Every song I play makes the sky a little brighter for Onette - E L O D I E V A L E N C I A Life's too short to care what anyone else thinks... except Onyx of course. - B R I E L L E M O N R O E Don't hate the player! Hate the game?! - F A E W I N S T O N

" 𝚠 𝚑 𝚊 𝚝 𝚑 𝚎 𝚍 𝚒 𝚍 𝚝 𝚘 𝚖 𝚎 𝚠 𝚊 𝚜 𝚕 𝚒 𝚔 𝚎 𝚛 𝚒 𝚙 𝚙 𝚒 𝚗 𝚐 𝚘 𝚞 𝚝 𝚊 𝚗 𝚊 𝚗 𝚐 𝚎 𝚕 ' 𝚜 𝚏 𝚎 𝚊 𝚝 𝚑 𝚎 𝚛 𝚜 . " 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘪𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘺 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘶𝘣𝘫𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦. _________________________________________________ tw : body dysmorphia, sh

A Short Story in which, a girl loses her sight and gains more than she could ever imagine... ×⚪× "Oh, you ain't seen nothing yet!" " ... " "...I just realized how that probably sounded..." " ... " "But I mean it's true." " ...jerk... " ×⚪× Started: June 2, 2019 Completed: August 2, 2019

just a thought

"I had always fit into people's standards. Perfect. People don't tell you how much it sucks to be perfect. They expect happiness. They expect a put-together life, but my life was anything but happy and put-together. Some days were great, but more often than not I would find myself screaming into my pillow in the early hours of the morning." ~~~ Picture-perfect body, picture-perfect hair, picture-perfect friends, picture-perfect boyfriend, picture-perfect life. But is Faye's life really so perfect? Is she really what is shown in the media under the blinding lights? Is being a cover girl really that great? TW: Anorexia/bulimia, emetophobia, body dysmorphia, emotional abuse, suicide, self harm *If LGBTQ+ topics make you uncomfortable don't read this* *VERY BAD. WILL REWRITE SOON*

Hi, I'm Molly. This is about me and my life. These are stories about someone who is no one and feels like an outsider no matter what they do. I'm going to delve all into my childhood trauma. I'm gonna talk about everything that I'm too scared to say to other people. It has all the family issues and identity crises wrapped up in there too. Maybe it's not special, or maybe you might relate to it? But, the most important thing is do you believe it? So much has happened in my life to make me who I am, so many things that are so unbelievable that there's no way this could be real. This is also my way to get it all off my chest. *Based on my actual life, names changed for privacy. My life from my perspective.* Disclaimer: I have adhd and I am terrible with dates, so this isn't your typical chronological story. It's my story, so I'll tell it in my own way. This is what you would call a non-linear story. ‼️‼️Trigger warning: eating disorders, suicidal thoughts, slut-shaming, mild sexual abuse, family/psychological abuse‼️‼️

As things go im the "I don't give a shit overachiever". Isn't that contradictory, ha well that's just the half of it. So if this is the case and I seemingly "don't care" then why did I develop my eating disorders. Well lets just say you simply cant judge eating disorders as vanity orientated, that is unless ur an un-educated spas . Sadly im not as invincable as id like. I needed a space to write how it feels to go through recovery, how its changed me for the better, and how difficult it was for myself to realise I had a problem. I want to help others like me so here we go, read to join my dark humoured ride.

I slowly start to give up on life. Eitherway im gonna die at the end

//for those who have lost, loved, didn't know how to love themselves, and were too numb to cry//

Journal of my sh and suicidal thoughts

karl surfers from an eating disorder before a karlnap meet up, will sapnap find out?

a story about a teenage girl living in a tramatic house hold with her crazy acholic mother that affetcs here mental health one day she finds a new student and deeply falls inlove with him little does she know hes only there for 6weeks which up her ending her vision

TW: This story touches on sensitive topics such as body dysphromia, eating disorders, self harm, and emotional abuse, read at your own risk ~He fell first, she fell harder~ ~16 year old Serenity is far from perfect, stereotyped as the rich ballerina. Her struggles in the dance industry are overwhelming, but she's always seen as the bubbly nice girl who doesn't have any problems, as she loses herself and struggles to find who she was, she learns to open up more~ ~Zach is only the hottest guy in Jakobson high school, making him the most popular guy in high school. Hockey is his life, or at least, hockey is his dads plan for his life. He needs to stay focused on his sport, and he plans on it, until he meets someone who changes things.~

𝑇𝘩𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑎 𝑐𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑘 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑝𝑜𝑒𝑚𝑠, 𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑠 𝑏𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑙𝑒 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑐𝑢𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑑𝑒𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛, 𝑎𝑛𝑥𝑖𝑒𝑡𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒. ~𝐶𝘩𝑒𝑟𝑟𝑦 𝑊𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔: 𝑀𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓-𝘩𝑎𝑡𝑟𝑒𝑑, 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑐𝑢𝑠𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑙 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑠 & 𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡

Trigger Warning/ 18+ content A series of poems about triggering subjects such as mental health issues, drug use, gender dysphoria, rape and more. Please read with caution.

Seokjin- Narcissistic Personality Disorder Namjoon- Aspergers, OCD, and 132 phobias Yoongi- Narcolepsy Hoseok- Bipolar Disorder with severe manic episodes Taehyung- Tourette's Jimin- Body Dysmorphia and Dependent Personality Disorder Jeongguk- Intermittent Explosive Disorder They all have a different disorder, they all signed an agreement. They all agreed to twelve weeks of intensive outpatient therapy. They all regretted it when they met each other, but they were stuck, forced to participate in group therapy.

Optimist: "the glass is half full" Pessimist: "the glass is half empty" Me: "lmao ok but how many calories tho"

How do you tell your friends that you are getting bad again? Spoiler : you don't ▪︎A Cashton Fanfiction TRIGGER WARNING: mention of suicidal thoughts, depression, selfharm, bodydismorphia, selfhate, eating disorders. Please don't read if you are not in the mental state for it, this is a sad story

Melanie Amado was raised in the bright city of New York. There was nothing she hated more in life than herself; Melanie was in 11th grade, meaning she would be 18 soon. She lived with her parents, Leah and David, her little brother Leo and older sister Nova. What did Melanie do to deserve the way she felt? She didn't know. She just knew that everything bad that had ever happened to her, she deserved.

A jumbled bunch of my poetry all in one place. Be bold with me :)