Borderlinepersonalitydisorder Stories

"Do you want me to f*ck your brains out?" I don't understand this kind of language and i don't like it. "Look at you...so wet..ready for my dick...but do you remember the night when I tried making love to you but you cried out suddenly...you make me feel like a ra*ist but now look at yourself...you are craving for my dick...you want me to f*ck you so hard...you are dripping like a wh*re" He showed me his finger which is covered in my wetness. I immediately got off the sofa. I broke into violent sobs after hearing such words from him. "What do you want Ashutosh? What do you want?? You want me to leave? I'm leaving then...i can't handle this anymore..." I immediately walked towards the door to leave but he grabbed me from behind. "You are not going anywhere...do you understand?" "Let go... I can't stay and cry here all the time..." I tried pulling my hand back from his grip but he dragged me inside our bedroom and locked the door.

Poetry from Venus

Arco is spiraling. Hopefully there will be an escape.

Blurb: Diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder at six, Evie Finnegan has spent her life being too much for everyone - especially the people meant to stay. Now in fifth year and starting over at Tommen, she's trying her best to disappear. Johnny Kavanagh isn't looking for anyone. Rugby is everything - until she arrives. Quiet. Fragile. Familiar. He shouldn't care. But he does. And when she starts to fall apart, Johnny finds himself doing the one thing he swore he'd never do again - reaching out. Because sometimes, love doesn't shout. Sometimes, it just stays. Right where it hurts. In your veins.

Forest Lannister-Baker has always been a quiet kid. He doesn't talk much. He doesn't show much emotion. But there is one thing he is passionate about; figure skating. He has been his whole life as a way to connect to his deceased birth parents who were famous figure skaters. However, Forest has lately been feeling as if he doesn't live up to his birth parents' legacy. He's under a lot of pressure and is worried the pressure will soon start to overtake his passion. And it certainly doesn't help that his birth family suddenly wants to be in his life again after refusing to take him in when his parents died. But there's always someone in his corner; his best friend Aleks. Feeling under pressure himself, the ice hockey player always knows what Forest needs to feel safe, comforted, and confident. In spite of that, Forest starts to worry that he's developing feelings for Aleks. He's afraid to fall in love with him.

Hermione Snape returns to Hogwarts after a terroist attack at the World Quidditch Cup only to find her best friend, Harry Potter, has been entered into a lethal contest. All while Peter Pettigrew stands trial for his role in the Potters' demise and a new girl with secrets to Hermione's origins is sorted into Gryffindor. Ugly plots rear their head and Severus Snape finds himself embroiled on both sides all while keeping both his daughter and Harry Potter alive. Father and daughter unravel each mystery as life becomes more complicated for both of them.

❝ it's like 4 a.m. why are you calling me? ❞ ❝ i miss you. i can't stop thinking about you and i can't take this. ❞ - in which a girl calls her boyfriend and ends up calling the wrong number; what happens when these two strangers get too attached?

Hello, if you're reading this it means you're curious on what I write on a daily. I am always writing, even when I shouldn't! I am sharing this with the world, since some friends requested and mentioned this app. My poems can be light and airy (ex: fairies), all the way to deep and personal (ex: my experience with endometriosis). I hope you enjoy! And feel free to give me feedback if you wish.

This is a story about me, a girl that grew up corrupted by her peers, a girl very easily influenced by everyone, that was also harassed, bullied, and traumatized. But I'm also a girl that let sex take over my whole life. This is my story, and I am a girl with Bipolar Disorder and Borderline Personality Disorder. These are my many points of views.

Content Warning: "B.P. Diaries: Innocence Lost" contains themes and depictions related to a child's experiences, family dynamics, and growing up. It touches on sensitive topics, including parental issues, emotional struggles, and moments of self-discovery. As the series progresses, it will delve deeper into themes of mental health, including Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), which may involve discussions of self-harm, emotional distress, and other challenging subjects. We understand that these topics can be distressing for some readers. Please exercise caution and consider your emotional well-being while reading. If you find yourself affected by these themes, reach out to appropriate support networks or professionals who can provide assistance. Remember, your well-being is important, and there is help available for those who need it. This series aims to raise awareness and foster understanding of these issues, but your mental and emotional health should always come first. ---------------------- This is a Diary-style fiction. Think of it as reading someone's diary!

The depressing story of an ordinary British girl. A human that has to live the hard way just because her parents never took proper care of her. How it's like living with the world's most deadliest mental illness: Borderline Personality Disorder, taking place in England and trying to survive the British School system. All while battling basic human everyday life that no one thinks twice about- had a deep affect on her in the present moment and the future. School, friends, social media, maintaning or approaching any sort of relationships. The British school system has a deep affect on her growing up. This is not a normal story about mental health rep you might have read before. This can be extremely triggering for those who have BPD. Severely heavy doses of emotions. Thoughts. Feelings. To those who have been swallowed hole like your not human- all because your needs weren't met-because of this horrifying illness, this is for you. And for the neurotypicals who just want an oddly specific but heavy dose of pain and trauma.

Selvine Duskbridge doesn't talk. Not because she can't, but because words never come out right. At her new school, she plans to keep it that way-head down, journal full, no attachments. But then there's him. Caelum Thornfield is loud, relentless, and completely unaware of the concept of personal space. The moment he crashes into Selvine's life-literally-he decides they're destined to be friends. Selvine, however, is less convinced. Between navigating a new school, the weight of her own mind, and Caelum's endless determination to pull her out of her silence, Selvine finds herself facing something she never expected: the terrifying possibility of being understood. A sharp, emotional story about solitude, connection, and the ghosts we carry, Not Every Silence is Empty is a raw and unfiltered look at friendship, mental health, and what it means to be seen.

Self-explanatory

These poems represent how I feel when I get into these intense moods, expressing my mental disorders in a new perspective for others not to feel so alone.

walls have ears to hear the fear behind my voice. second poetry collection. dec 2024- feb 2025.

When will I learn to stop banging my head against the wall?

a poem

An inside of my life.. things I've never said out loud before. I finally speak out about my childhood and what happened to me and how I am as a person today. This story may have a TW.

Regulus Black, lead singer of the Slytherin Skittles-a name that came from their shared college sorority-only feels close to okay when he's singing. Nothing else has ever helped, and he doesn't think anything ever will. Until he meets James Potter at tryouts for their newest member. They were down a drummer, and the second that golden-skinned boy touched those sticks, all four of them knew it was going to be him. Nothing could have ever prepared him for James Potter. Barty Crouch Jr. wasn't someone who often found himself drooling over someone. He considered himself loveless, broken beyond repair, and unlovable. The hands of his parents had ripped something out of him, and he refused to fill it with someone else; he felt it would be a burden. Evan Rosier has never met a challenge he couldn't beat. Lily Evans knew she was bisexual from the moment she had first seen Dorcas Meadows. At the time, they had been eleven, and Lily had told her how she felt. The two dated for years, until they reached high school and realized that the love they felt was platonic, and became an inseparable duo. Still on the search for that perfect love, Lily couldn't be more ecstatic when she met James, but things didn't often go her way. Maybe this time, they would. A band AU that focuses on almost all of the marauders. It's going to be long, so sit down and get comfortable. P.S. I will be fangirling over this as much as anyone.