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These are my poems, my stories, as a young human with BPD just trying to navigate this world. Please, tread carefully, and thank you for any and all support!

Psychological thriller about a severly mentally ill gifted empath

Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) is often characterized by intense emotions, unstable relationships, and impulsivity, yet these clinical description rarely capture the profound lived experience. Living with Clarity offers a deeply empathic and practical guide that bridges the gap between clinical understanding and personal reality. This book is for anyone who has felt the overwhelming intensity of BPD, or for those who love someone navigating its complexities. This novel illuminates the internal world of BPD, explaining that it is not merely a list of symptoms, but the experience of feeling everything at full volume in a world that often demands quiet. It explores the push of and pull between a desire for closeness and the fear of it, and the continuous effort to find stable ground amidst emotional storms. Living with Clarity moves beyond mere understanding, providing actionable skills, practices, and a framework for moving forward. It acknowledges the challenging terrain of healing from BPD, offering honesty without minimizing the difficulty, and hope without promising quick fixes. Readers will discover strategies for emotional regulation, fostering stable relationships, and cultivating self-understanding. This book emphasizes that recovery is possible, albeit non-linear, and that individuals with BPD can build meaningful, stable lives by learning to work with their emotional sensitivity. For those with BPD, this guide offers a powerful message: you are not broken, your emotions are not weakness, and your experience make sense. For loved ones, it provides invaluable insights to respond with compassion, set healthy boundaries, and maintain connection. Living with Clarity is an essential resource for anyone seeking to demystify BPD, reduce isolation, and embark on a path toward healing and a life worth living.

Skye has spent her whole life feeling too much. Too loud. Too emotional. Too reckless. Too difficult to love. One moment, she's untouchable-staying awake for days chasing dangerous highs, making impulsive decisions that feel beautiful in the moment and catastrophic afterward. The next, she's drowning beneath the weight of abandonment, paranoia, and emotions sharp enough to split her apart from the inside out. Living with both Bipolar I Disorder and Borderline Personality Disorder feels like surviving a war inside her own mind-where mania convinces her she's invincible, and heartbreak makes her feel impossible to keep alive. As Skye spirals through unstable relationships, self-destruction, impulsive love, and the terrifying fear of being abandoned, she begins to question whether she is doomed to become the chaos everyone expects her to be... or if healing is still possible for someone who has spent their whole life mistaking pain for passion. The Art of Splitting Hearts is a raw, poetic, and emotionally devastating story about mental illness, identity, and the desperate need to be loved without being feared. It is a story about ruining things before they can ruin you, pushing people away while begging them to stay, and learning that survival itself can become an art form.

At My Worst follows Dawn, a fifteen-year-old girl navigating life with Borderline Personality Disorder while struggling under the weight of high school, unstable friendships, and complicated family dynamics. Based on a true story, this raw coming-of-age narrative traces Dawn's journey from childhood into young adulthood, capturing the moments that fracture her sense of self and the resilience that slowly begins to form. As she battles intense emotions, fear of abandonment, and an ongoing war within herself, Dawn learns that survival itself can be an act of courage. NEW CHAPTER EVERY FRIDAY! Trigger Warning: This story contains themes of mental illnesses, self-harm, sexual content ,difficult family relationships, sexual/physical/verbal abuse and more.

Writing these have helped me start to manage my bpd, and I want to share my story for anyone else struggling.

Selvine Duskbridge doesn't talk. Not because she can't, but because words never come out right. At her new school, she plans to keep it that way-head down, journal full, no attachments. But then there's him. Caelum Thornfield is loud, relentless, and completely unaware of the concept of personal space. The moment he crashes into Selvine's life-literally-he decides they're destined to be friends. Selvine, however, is less convinced. Between navigating a new school, the weight of her own mind, and Caelum's endless determination to pull her out of her silence, Selvine finds herself facing something she never expected: the terrifying possibility of being understood. A sharp, emotional story about solitude, connection, and the ghosts we carry, Not Every Silence is Empty is a raw and unfiltered look at friendship, mental health, and what it means to be seen.

Poetry.

My depression and borderline personality diary.

Poems from the mind of Borderline Personality Disorder.. anguish, depression, fighting with yourself, relationship issues.

The journey of a 20 year old black girl suffering from anxiety and other mental health issues

The struggles of having mental health issues written in the form of poetry.

It's a bunch of poems that I wrote while venting. Some are from my other account and story called 'The Alien On Earth'. Trigger Warning: -Anxiety -Depression -Suicidal thoughts -Self-harm -Toxic relationships -Abuse

My stupid sad stuff about depression, anxiety, insanity, borderline personality disorder, and whatever other mental problems I have.

Each piece shared here was written as a way for me to voice, and understand, my own struggles with mental health, and to work through struggles I have dealt with in my life. I had actually started Pieces Of Me on Wattpad back in 2021 under the title Behind These Eyes, but due to different reasons I decided to take a (longer than expected) break from continuing, and from writing in general. I've recently found myself not just writing again, but wanting to put more focus into my work and being more public with it. I chose to delete the first version of Pieces Of Me. The pieces I had previously published on Wattpad were either deleted entirely, or reworked and edited. The ones I chose to keep will be published here again. I will also be adding newer pieces regularly until I feel the book is complete.

This story is about Amanda Young {Saw} her history in psychiatry, her childhood ... her life before Jigsaw

TRIGGER WARNING: SELF-HARM/SUICIDE/ABUSE When your mind is your worst enemy, who do you trust? I don't trust my own voice. Is it really mine? Am I even here? Can you see me? Can you hear me? Do I exist? I don't trust my own hands. I don't trust anything that tells me it will all be okay. I don't belong in my body and I am just floating as my body takes control and tries to protect me from me. Is everything a façade? Is this a game? An illusion? Am I trapped? Can I get out? Can't I just have a normal life with some friends, a bit of sadness, a bit of joy and just a little bit of crazy? Why is everything so extreme? Why do I feel so intensely? My existence is a mirage. I am stuck in a loop and I don't know how to get out of it. I tell myself it is alright but the voice tells me it is not. It tells me that I am faking it. It tells me that I am a liar. It tells me I crave attention. It tells me that everything happening to me is just an act. I believe it and forget to believe myself. Every action is filled with doubt. Is this me? Is this what I would do? Or am I just pretending to be someone else? My hands turned against me last night. I tried to stop them but I think they had had enough. They choked my throat as I struggled to scream. I begged two helping hands to hold me down. They did but how do I forget what I did? How do I forget when I don't even know if I exist anymore? How do you know it is you when all you are is a name?

"I know your soul is not tainted. Even though you've been told so. Can you hear the rumble? Can you? I can hear the rumble that's calling?"

a poetry collection filled with both calm and dark poems hints at triggering concepts so be careful loves! lowercase intended

[ written during a manic period XD ] He fell in love with his 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒂, and then he was left alone with the ghost of it while the bipolar boy was already onto his next victim. 𝑨𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒂𝒏 𝑫𝒆𝒊𝒈𝒉, a fresh school dropout at the age of 17, has his whole life ahead of him. But most likely than not, part of that life will be taken away from him by his mental illness which makes life twice as hard. And the other part of his life, well... that one will probably be wasted completely if he doesn't get the help he needs to prevent a possible suicide. 𝒇𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆𝒔: two gay main characters, lgbt, variety of mental disorders; borderline personality disorder (BPD ), bipolar disorder ( BD1 ) and obsessive compulsive disorder ( OCD )