Bottomchoibeomgyu Stories

i hate yeonjun. i hate the way he looks at me. we could've had something, i could've been okay with it. but he ruined it. my heart, every bit of hope i had left for us, burnt. stomped to the ground till it was just a pit of burning ash. what made this whole thing worse was being in a band together. cramped tour buses, fans obsessing over our every interaction, expectations, arguments. i wish i could've just gotten over it. it would've made things easier for all of us. i know i cant just force someone to like me. but he made me believe. he knew what i wanted, and i thought he wanted it back. tw: self harm references, bullying, physical violence, homophobia, sex references.