W4bi-S4bi
There's a point in our life where we do not have any idea of how our life went. And, at the time I drafted this poem, it was 2 in the morning. I was thinking, was there anything I did in the past that made the universe experience me this consequence. I mean, this has been going on a year or two now and it gets tougher and tougher everyday.
I've been blue way before my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer. I never had an idea that she has this since she told me that there was a wound already under her left duct. She told me that, it started as a simple dimple-marble-like under it and she did not paid attention much to it. To cut the story short, that simple dimple-marble-like under her duct, progressed in to cancer.
Now, I resigned from my work just to take care of her in view to a fact that her siblings has so much work to do in their life, and I undertand them. I went home with a long-face due to a lot of debts I left with my colleagues and friends. My sallary is no longer enough to suffice the needs of my mom, I had to borrow money to buy her medications. Considering that I am no longer employed, I can not think of ways to pay all my debts. I get depressed whenever I think of it.