Bulimianervosa Stories

You want one thing You will do anything for it Even if you die trying.... When your mind becomes a cave of self destruction it can seem like there's no way out. Lana thought her life was normal. She had a roof over her had, clothes on her back and a 'caring' mom and there was food in the table...but one day the food on the table was no longer a desire..... ** TRIGGER WARNING FOR ALL CONTENT ** Eating disorders and suicidal idealization**

Mae is a teenager struggling. She wants control. She wants to feel something. She battles her constantly with an ed and sh. Ezra her brother's best friend who Mae believes doesn't notice her. He has a soft spot for her. And finds himself helping her through her struggles.

Judith is as neat as a line, nothing is ever out of control, even her mental illnesses; or so she thinks. Arlo lives his entire life on a whim, rolling with the punches as he goes through life. Judith and Arlo have had complete and utter hate for each other since they were in primary school. All Arlo sees is a stick in the mud that never lives or has fun and all Judith sees is a show off that never takes anything seriously. What will happen when Judith begins to unravel and only the class clown, her worst enemy is the one to notice. Will they find the best in each other's flaws and differences or will they damage each other more than they already were?

The feeling had come back. First as a little tingling in the back of his throat, which slowly became more frequent until it was a wave of nausea. The feeling had grown so strong that eventually it was basically all he could feel." Lance cared a lot about his appearance, how he looked, how others saw him, these were very important things to him. He did whatever it took to look good; choosing his clothes carefully, doing beauty routines everyday, maintaining his looks, being fit, everything he needed to do to remain attractive. But maybe this time... He took it too far. ((Cover is by me))

Better off Dead: Alec slowly approached the edge. Gazing down into the shimmering dark waters, he ran his fingers over the cool metal of the railing of the Brooklyn bridge. He stepped over it and held on like his life depended on it. It did. Song Unsung: He could never have that one last memory. He knew that. He just couldn't go on without Magnus. He wasn't going to live without Magnus. His life wasn't worth it. And if that was how it was going to end, he couldn't stop it. He was gone. Alone: He didn't know what he was going to do now. What was he expected to do? What do you do when you lose the one person you love the most? All he knew for sure was that he was nothing without Magnus in his life. Could you check my pulse for me to see if I'm alive?

**Omegaverse: Read at your own risk** "Say it," Owen breathed. "Say it now." "I am yours." My voice shook, my body shook, my faith shook. Nothing was real to me anymore. Nothing could ever feel right. "I am yours." Alpine was the perfect Omega. Well trained, respectful, and fertile he was a sure catch. But he did not expect to catch the eye of a potential Beta. Owen is the eldest by two minutes and those minutes make all the difference, thank you very much. He hasn't a worry in the world; not with money, power, and a pretty little Omega who not only adored him but would gladly bear his children. But when their life takes and unexpected turn Alpine is left to gather up the pieces while mated to a man he doesn't know and had he known he would booked it the fuck out of there. **HEAVY abuse, mild drug use, eating disorders, sexual content both smutty and nonconsensual, mpreg. Don't like it, don't read it. Mature content; not for those easily triggered or faint of heart**

ℕ𝕚𝕜𝕠𝕝𝕒 𝔾𝕣𝕒𝕟𝕥 After escaping a harrowing, toxic and abusive relationship, 23 year old Nikola's friends talk her into pursuing her and her late father's dream- owning a restaurant. Struggling with her body image due to the cruel words of her ex constantly ringing in her ears, she struggles to maintain any kind of love for herself. However, when she meets two beautiful women in her class, she feels something other than self resentment- she feels happy. 𝔽𝕣𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕚𝕤 𝕄𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕥𝕥𝕚 A loud, carefree woman with no filter but a soft spot for animals, food and her girlfriend. 25 year old Francis talks enough for a sumo wrestler and eats just as much 3. Never having any issues with her body image she doesn't understand the struggles of low self-esteem or any eating disorders. When she meets Nikola, she makes a horrible decision to poke fun at her body and for that, risks not only a potential friendship- but her own relationship as well. But why is Alyxa so hurt? 𝔸𝕝𝕪𝕩𝕒 ℂ𝕣𝕠𝕤𝕤 If anyone has to describe 24 year old Alyxa they will most likely say she's soft spoken, gentle and understanding. Growing up wasn't easy for Alyxa, constantly being bullied for her looks. After a few health concerns every now and then she finally decides to start her journey at the age of 23 with her new girlfriend, Francis. When the two lovers meet the new student in their culinary class and Francis makes fun of the girls body, something in Cross clicks and her usual calm demeanor shifts. Although there's nothing Alyxa doesn't tell Francis, there's one thing she's hiding. But what? ⚠️Cover art isn't mine! Credits to the original owner⚠️

Naruto has never been the healthiest kid around, always preferring a bowl of ramen from Ichiraku's rather than broccoli. But when his diet suddenly changes along with his personality, Kakashi takes it upon himself to get to the bottom of it. What is Naruto hiding and will Kakashi and the others find out before it's too late? ** TRIGGERING ELEMENTS**

Veronica is starting her senior year of high school, but who knows what she has to expect when there are five girls out to get her? In simpler terms: Heathers but there's five Heathers instead of three (and also Veronica.)

Marilyn Andrews is stuck. She's a bulimic cutter and her mother caught her. So now Marilyn is stuck at a Mental Institution filled with patients going absolutely nowhere in their lives. She meets a new variety of people, like Brandon, Miss Taylor and Susan, and realizes that maybe her life has more than what she's seeing. Can her new group of friends/Doctor help her achieve her ultimate goal at happiness? And will she fall in love in the process? [I've written this story a couple of years ago. I am finally changing it to a typed copy. It could use a lot of editing and as soon as I finish it and type it all up, I might consider editing it to make it perfect. Thoughts and criticism can be used.]

hey! so I struggle with a few mental disorders, I'll put more in the first chapter, and I was thinking how much I've learned in my experience, and how other people can use these tips and tricks. I will put trigger warnings so you don't have to worry!

Regina Martin is a new transfer student at Rutherford University. She doesn't know anyone in this new town and is feeling isolated. She makes friends in unlikely places and even meets someone who makes her feel something she has never felt before. Her new life severely contrasts with her old one, making her feel undeserving. As she pushes those who care about her away, Regina falls deeper into her disordered eating ways. ~ "After the dizziness subsides, all you can hear is the distant pounding of your heart and the distant thoughts that rush in to suffocate you." ~ TW: Eating disorder, Anxiety, Panic Attacks, Anorexia, Bulimia, Depression, Self Harm, (More to be added)

2017. read "update". will be reposted on @jxj0401

Those are my flashbacks

A story where life's struggles just never seem to end. When a certain blue-eyed boy finds himself stuck in the middle of an ongoing chaos, called Charli's life, he comes to understand the depths to her past. He soon realises he is trapped between helping the love of his life through her devastating and traumatic experiences and his own mental health. However, this decision is overlooked when he finds that her problems become part of his life when yet another unexpected event occurs. Charli has had it bad her entire life and when all her secrets gradually resurface, she finds it difficult to stay afloat. She feels as though she's drowning in her troubles and she is unsure if Chase's constant love and support will hold her out of the water long enough to rebuild her sanity. Will true love conquer all, or was it never meant to be? I'm taking a break so this story is on hold at the moment. Read chapter entitled "Please Read!" For more info. I will get back to writing when I'm ready so don't worry because the story isn't over yet. Feel free to comment things on the story because I do still read them and thank you for the continued support xx

Eighteen-year-old Neil Martin escapes his family and past by moving across the disintegrating country to participate in the Middleton Academy. A special ops-esque program, it promises an escape from poverty for anyone who manages to stick out the intense and traumatizing year, rewarding them with money, education, health care, and, above all, a chance to live without fearing for one's life, which is something worth pursuing in a world growing increasingly dangerous for the 99%. He quickly realizes all he's done is jump straight into the fire itself, as he attempts to navigate regular threats to his life, a partner who seems set on causing the two of them to flunk out and end up on the streets, and trauma from his past that he doesn't know how to deal with. vibes: although i've been writing my whole life, i mostly write poetry. so i guess my warning is don't take on this story expecting to see a plotline or world you've never seen before. instead, this is all about the characters trying to work through trauma in a way that maybe can resonate. additionally, i tried to bring in a religious trauma theme. as someone who grew up in a fundementalist religion, i wish there was more content with ex-fundie kids, without making the religion the central aspect. that's all this is: a few more silly little characters to contribute in hopes that people might more easily find themselves in what they read and watch. that being said, i can at least offer paragraph breaks and decent-ish spelling and grammar. :) (this story has already been written and revised a bit; I'm uploading it as I do some *final* edits.) trigger warnings: pretty much everything :/

Jamie Adams. The bulimic/anorexic girl everyone hates.

about a girl called jemima that has the power of invisibility and also bulimia. she has to keep her invisibility a secret know one is allowed to know.