Pandalion23
What do they want from me? Did they want me to show all of my sides, my bad sides, my vulnerable sides, did it matter which kind of sides I was talking about?
They were Relentless. Everybody wanted something from me. Everyone.
Even Dad. He wanted me, because of Her.
Even My brother. The person who was supposed to be my rock, my shoulder to cry on. He wanted everything, anything I could give.
Even this town. Derry. How I wished it would just burn to the ground, how I wished I could leave and never look back. This town wanted me to be someone, something, they knew I couldn't, that they knew I wasn't.
And now...a clown wanted something from me too.
I was tearing apart. What do they want from me?
The only person, the only people, who have never wanted anything, needed anything from me, gave me everything I knew I needed. Especially him, inhaler and all, my little Eddie...
He made me so happy to be a Loser...
{It 2017}