alyssaalfonzo
"No, you don't get to do that!" I grabbed Noah's arm. "You don't get to walk away from this like I did something wrong. You did this, you tore my life apart! I was perfectly fine before you" I couldn't believe him, I couldn't believe myself.
How could I have let this boy into my life that I knew, I fucking New was bad for me. I knew I couldn't trust him and that he would only cause me pain. I hate myself for letting him in, and I hate him more for making me love him.
"You were 'perfectly fine without me'?" He ripped him arm from my grasp. "You were living a pathetic fake life, your father couldn't stand you, your brother hated you, your friends pitied you! I made your life a hundred times better hun!"
I flinched at the harsh words. It felt like someone had just physically ripped every single organ out of my body. There was nothing I could do, nothing I could say. What he was saying was true and he knew I couldn't fight back.
"Goodbye then." I blinked away my tears, walking away from him, from Noah. The boy I loved more than i have ever loved anyone was getting farther and farther from my grasp. I was hoping he would stop me, that he would take me by him arm into his heavily tattooed chest and tell me it's okay.
Even after all the pain he has caused me, even after what he just said, I can't help but love him and crave for him.
I guess I never learn.
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(+18) there is cursing and things inappropriate for children in this story.
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