Connorxevan Stories

"woah hansen, breathe." evan struggled for air, attempting to focus only on what the boy knelt in front of him was saying. he let out a strangled sob and his eyes clouded with tears, he could no longer see connor but he could feel the boys grip wrapped around his forearms. he channelled all his thoughts to that contact between him and connor, and began to find a steady breathing pattern to follow. deep breath in, 1-2-3-4, and out, 1-2-3-4. 'don't pass out, evan, don't pass out', he told himself. in, 1-2-3-4, out, 1-2-3-4. and before long, he was back, connor searching his eyes for some kind of sign that the attack was over, his face etched with concern. "that's it, just breathe." - lowercase intended. read the first chapter for triggers and other notes💗

A short aftermath fanfic An au that lead to Evan living with his kids. Still trying to handle the single Dad act. I do not own Dear Evan Hansen or any of the characters. Just the kids. But the cover art is mine.

What if Connor wasn't successful in committing suicide? (Dear Evan Hansen Fanfic)

*Takes a deep breath* Oh boy... ok, let's rock this What you need to know: Evan is Elle, Jared is Warner, and Connor is Emmett There's a practically full fleshed explanation of how this works in my tumblr http://starysky205.tumblr.com/post/167644485592/legally-bi-laughs-for-forever (Updates are random)

so what if Connor didn't find a letter to Evans therapist and instead found Evans suicide note

Connor and Evan didn't know each other aside from a few altercations here and there. But on the first day of senior year, Evan sees something inside Connor that he didn't notice before... and it causes him to feel something 'different'. When Connor commits suicide Evan is left devastated, only to visit the anxious boy as a ghost. •Quotes• 'He just seemed so hurt, but he's looked that way before did I just not notice it? My stomach feels strange when I think about it, and I really want to talk to him. It's just Connor though...' Evan sighs once he decides that there's no solution to this enigma. "Agh!!!" Evan lurched up and threw every pillow off the bed in frustration, "Connor! What did i do to you!?!?" Evan sobbed harder. "I-I was just saying what I wished we did before you died,"

Whenever I get an idea for a one shot imma just put it here.

"Um, no one signed your cast," he said, pointing out the obvious. "No. I-I know," Evan said, chuckling sheepishly. Connor looked into the boy's eyes. "I'll sign it," he said. Evan's eyes filled with surprise. "Oh, you don't... you really don't have to," He started, only to be cut off by Connor. "Do you have a Sharpie?" After Connor Murphy yelled at Evan Hansen in the hallway for something that was a misconception, he decided he would want to try to get closer to the boy, maybe even be friends with him. As they meet later in the day in the computer lab, Connor decides to sign Evan's cast, but little did he know that something was going to happen. Was it a friendship starting to bloom, or was it something that would change both of their lives? !!WARNING. This book will contain themes of self-harm, suicide, suicidal thoughts, and possibly other triggering subjects. Please don't read this if you think you'll get triggered!! The cover is by my best friend, @sincerealev on Instagram. Go show him some love! Started on November 23rd, 2021 at 9:08 pm.

The one and only connor murphy secretly in love with evan hansen? Yes please! Evan also madly in love with connor? Hell yeah;) jared eating bath bombs? We'll see:) tHe cRoNch!

a bunch of one shots warning I barley update so bare with me OK enjoy

Contrary to popular belief, Connor didn't skip class in order to get high in some reclusive part of town, less so in the back of school; he actually didn't smoke at all, but he guessed the smell of ash that clung to him could confuse anyone that got close to him. If anyone bothered to follow him when he skipped, they would find out why exactly he smelled like ash, and Connor would have to threaten them into secrecy, because his secret was a bit of a big one. Thus why he doesn't mind being the school's psycho, not as long as it keeps people away, he can't really risk someone finding out; of course, someone does.

"touch me there, and there, and there," Treebros is cast in Heathers. TRIGGER WARNING: Abusive relationship is present in this fic. Please proceed with caution, trigger warnings will be evident on some chapters.

(cover art is not mine) Evan hates the hospital. And yet here he is, on a bleary Saturday. He sits in one of the open rooms, trying to avoid any interactions... until his mom comes in, followed by a man and woman he'd never seen before. When Connor wakes up in a room smelling of antibacterial wipes with a million tubes stuck in him, he's unbelievably pissed. Or at least he thinks he would be, but really, he can't feel much. He accredits this whatever these tubes are pumping into him. But when Evan fucking Hansen shows up at his hospital room's door, he does feel something. Guilt? Regret? Anger?

He's the softer sun of winter, his words like the rains in autumn, his eyes like a lake in spring, colored in the shades of summer; and it feels as though he never knew love before him, a laughing voice reminds him he didn't ((Updates weekly))

Relationship: Connor Murphy X Evan Hansen

17 year old Connor Murphy and his closest-and only friend, Evan Hansen are trapped in a hidden friendship. Connor, trying to protect his reputation as the loner stoner kid of the school, refuses to be seen with happy-go-lucky, anxious but friendly Evan in public. Evan hates this, but Connor has even more of a reason for this. He's developed Hanahaki, a fatal unless treated disease that is caused by one-sided love. He can get a risky surgery that may erase all of his emotions, convince Evan to love him back, or just die. The problem: Evan likes his sister, Zoe. What will Connor do? Will he die for his love without confessing, or tell the truth and get the surgery?

And tell me how I am comfortable inside this broken tainted skin that I'm in I can't win I need you to break me up break me down to the sound So I can pray that someone hears me now I just pray that someone hears me now

Hey guys! So I might seem new to wattpad but I've actually been on here for a while with other accounts. I made this account for a different purpose - to write fanfiction about a ship that wouldn't happen, but find a way for it to make sense using clues or context etc., that is in the musical, book, movie etc., but most of my stuff will be either dear evan hansen and such or sally face ddlc, you get it. So here, my first one-shots book, for Tree Bros (dear evan hansen) ALSO - THE COVER ART IS BY MUSHIE R. / MUSH ROOMIE!

Jeremy mom left them alone his dad suffering. Jeremy haves his own problems so doesn't give a sh*t about his dad. Evan and his mom are by themselves , no father. Evan is tired of everything going on around him. School and at home. Will Jeremy and Evan save each other? ( this is not a ship.) this contains : Boyf riends ship and tree bros ship. Warnings: depression , suicidal, anxiety , blood. Rules). NO RULES!! You can sings songs in the chat talk and whatever! Go for it! Vote and comment!

CW; suicide attempt, homophobia, homophobic slurs, depression, anxiety, etc. This is basically just a super cheesy and mushy fanfic involving Connor and Evan from DEH. There might also be some Jared x Alana in here as well, but I haven't quite made up my mind yet. This is an AU where Connor never died when he tried to take his own life, so there won't be any death-angst. There will eventually be a suicide attempt by Connor for reasons I haven't figured out yet.