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monserrat castellani wasn't your typical modern gay boy. living in a well sized studio apartment in new york; he is the epitome of art. a painter, a fashion enthusiast and designer; who is very intelligent, but nonetheless, a boy who ignores his feelings much more than he should. monserrat is poised, and knows what he wants in life. to design clothes, and live in peace. but, to his disappointment, things don't always work out as planned. when his (ex) boyfriend amadeus shows up on his doorstep, drunk, slightly beat up and emotional, he is faced with more issues than he could imagine. this is a novel about finding yourself, forgiveness, acceptance, and love. this is not your typical gay love story. this is the story of the painter and the pianist. of monserrat and amadeus. cover by the lovely @aeris-

"They put us in a box with a label because they felt that , that was where we belonged, where I belonged. Just because we went through different things and look a certain way. They stereotyped us, to the extent that we forgot who we are. We believed them , so much so that we became them." -------------------------------------- He was idolized. She was broken. They thought he was bad news. They ignored her pain, she ignored her pain. No one ever spoke of it. ______________________ Nothing is ever picture perfect, no one is ever fine, we paint over the pain , to make things seem perfect , to make them not as they seem. Maybe the badboy was never bad or had a hard life. And maybe the good girl was more damaged than anybody could ever imagine. So the badboy might teach the good girl how to trust, how to live and maybe he be show how brutal reality is.But hey, nothing is ever as it seems, because we all seem to have expectations of how things should be.