Cptsd Stories

A poetry collection exploring my arduous struggle for peace, slow journey towards healing, and deep-rooted feelings of heartache as a result of childhood maternal abuse.

These writings are just an outlet to write and put my problems on paper. Never said they will be good so don't judge. TW: There might be talk about tough mental heath subjects and abuse so make sure you are in a decent mental state.

It was all fake.

My July 2020 journal entries.

a book for the victims. (may be tiggering to some) all of the victims of rape, molestation, abuse, all of the above, are so fucking strong. I really am proud of you for being here, breathing and alive. You are truly loved.

A number of poetry from depressed poet

I never see any fanfics or fanart of this extremely underrated ship imo. So I decided to take the initiative to make it myself, enjoy this intense story filled with joy, angst and lustful love story. ☺️💕🙏🏼✨

What I write on dark nights and nights in my feelings please come take a look NO IMAGES ARE MIND THEY ALL CAME FROM GOOGLE!!!

A trans guy finding partner in darkness of Berlin which leads to healing from things which should've ended him long ago.

A research of self identity as Kate tries to understand who she is. Warning: Adult content included.

This is a safe place for me to express my deepest, darkest thoughts to people without being afraid of judgement. I hope that this can inspire people to write about how they feel too because it has really helped me with my mental health. By sharing this, I hope that it shows people who are also struggling, that they're not alone with what they're going through and that it's okay not to be okay. If anyone has any questions about journaling or mental health in general, feel free to ask and I will try my best to help.

Trials, Tribulations & Violations

Words for when living feels heavy. Meant to be felt, not solved.

What if Walter's turret-mounted M60 didn't work? In this fanfiction, I tried to answer this question :) TRIGGER WARNING: physical violence, prison rape, C-PTSD, mature themes Obviously it contains spoilers from the main series (BCS excluded) no weird ships included lol

I'm stuck in my head and I'm not the only one-a Dissociative Identify Disorder story

My maybe-not-so-horrible-anymore-right-now life. I attempted to add as many tags as I could when I tried to think about details of myself I wanted to mention. I'll keep it as clean as possible and only mention the more...triggering content only as an explanation to another scenario or some such thing like that. I'll add more tags as time goes on, depending on what other random things I might bring up. Well, anyway... ~~~~ Be true, stay you ❤️❤️ ~Day Dreamer~

This is a story about a girl with PTSD trying to go to sleep and what they find in their dreams. In my English 101 class, we had to write a story about a memory. I chose to base mine on a dream. This was something very difficult for me to write due to its nature. I discovered only those who have experienced the same thing realize what this story is about. My teacher instantly knew but those in my class group had no idea.

Finding Myself Series - Book 1 I give bits and pieces of my soul to others, sometimes because they need it, sometimes because I think I need it. But the ones who don't truly care keep taking, & now I have none left for myself. I have to start over... & I just can't figure out how.

I haven't written in Years! Please be gentle. Constructive Criticism is welcomed with open arms and thanks in advance!