tirafrazier
just some useless ramble i wrote down when i was having a depressive episode.
i started writing this ramble on june 26th, 2018 at 2:26 in the morning.
the thoughts were written as i was crying, as i was gasping for breath, as i was being filled with fear.
but at the same time, these thought were written as i was feeling numb, as i was shallowly breathing, as i felt nothing.
feel free to read this. it's mainly just a mechanism for coping. i wrote this down on paper, but i need to get it out so i can look back at it in the future for any reason, just in case i lose the paper.
and who knows? maybe i'll add more rambles to this so it isn't just some tiny thing.