Deadinside Stories

"𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐩 𝐢𝐭; 𝐢𝐭 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝- 𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐚𝐫-𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦-𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐡 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐩𝐡𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲-𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐬𝐚𝐢𝐝, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐨 𝐈 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐲? 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞, 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲. 𝐖𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐲 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐨." -------------- I have been stealing stars and descending into derived madness; it is to satisfy the parasite within me. These poems are all for them: to relieve the aching, to stop the itching. In this way, I hope to stay a little bit longer and touch the hearts of people feeling the same way.

Derelict cities, mass tunnel-works, overhead gushing pipes, suspended river beds. The residents of the District knew these were the norm, but Lewis Gentry knew there was more to life than fixing rudimentary moving sidewalks. He soon sneaks into the bowels of the pipeworks and meets two sewer-dwellers, Gorden and Brenda, in a bid to find the truth of the city of lies his life was built upon.

This book follows my other two books on wattpad and webnovel titled "The Full Moon" and "Loosing Geonas Stanlin " by $mith or sometimes GrgeSmith . This is the story of the first king of the sons of man , a tale that dives deeper into his mysterious death and disappearance of his corpse . His brother , his nephew , his sister in law , his wife , his people and his friends all found at the scene of the crime individually attempting to put an end to his life , a single man posing threat to the order of two realms , the evil side to the coin on which lays a very respectable character , one man against the whole universe : who managed to put an end to his life ?

Fifteen-year-old Aurora's life seems perfect. At least from the outside. Her father runs the country, controlling everything with strict rules, military force, and non-stop propaganda. Aurora lives in a bubble of luxury, expected to be the flawless daughter, but deep down, she knows she's far from that. She hates it. She hates the lies, the pressure, and most of all, the pretending. Outside of the rich part of the city, things are awful. People barely have anything, and a rebel group called 'Nova Rebellion' is fighting to change that and take down her father's regime. Aurora attends an elite school and a few kids from the poor side are given a chance to 'change' their future. One of them is Hunter. a 16-year-old boy who's totally different from everyone Aurora knows. Despite their different worlds, Aurora and Hunter fall in love-an impossible, forbidden love. It's a love that should never happen, but she can't stop it. Soon, Aurora discovers that the rebel group is real-and that Hunter is the son of its leader. Instead of reporting him to her father, Aurora keeps their secret. Drawn to their cause, she begins to question the system she's grown up in and considers joining. Deep down, she knows the system is broken. Now, she has to decide: Is she going to stay loyal to her father and her life in luxury, or is she going to help take him down and fight for a better world? Along the way, she starts to discover dark family secrets that make her question everything she thought she knew.

Lune, an art-loving, 20-year-old fine arts student, is a rather quiet guy who prefers to be alone in his club art space. He meets a curious newcomer at university named Dao and follows him everywhere, trying to find out more about him. But he crosses the line

He's the leader of one of the most powerful gangs in New York. She is the most innocent and shy person you'll meet. They come from two different worlds and yet they collide, will they have a happy ending? Or will they break each other's hearts looking for the answer?

So my last account got lost and I didn't remember the email I used for it(and yes I did cry 😂) Link to the first part: https://my.w.tt/hB5XPL08yQ For those of you who are new I will be posting 2 or 3 days a week and sometimes more (Most likely to on weekends but who knows)

This book is where I'm gonna put everything - mostly angry and sad craps - that I feel. I'm really tired of keeping all the anger and unhappy craps all to myself. I'll be also putting things that only you readers will know about. Or in short terms, "Me getting to know that life isn't full of cupcakes and rainbows."

When the zombie apocalypse starts reading havoc in the city of Blachester, can a small group of survivors find the pieces, and bring the city back together? Book one of the 'Death of a Bachelor' series, based around the hit songs by Panic! At The Disco.

A book filled with poems of all sort be it that of pain,depression,love and euphoria.

Poetry or not, this is a way to express my feelings without being frowned upon. !!!(probably need to give a trigger warning as well)

Poem. Poetry of soul. A bunch of love poems. If you love poems, then welcome 🤗 Poetry is not something you can bind with any Theory. It can be imagined and futuristic, it can be olden like 20 years in the past, it can be present, it can be a product of overthinking and stress or sorrows or dream infused or a feeling of bliss. It doesn't have to be traditional or rural or sophisticated... Poetry is not a nature's product. It is a poet's strength... Raw inner power.

What was it like for the original ninja when Morro came? This story follows a young ninja, Clove, who becomes jealous of Morro. They later learn that not everything is about proving your worth. Disclaimer: I am aware Morro was Wu's first student, but for the sake of this fanfic, let it be. I didn't make this cover

bakugo is depressed af. all he wants is a peaceful death. Assassin AU (kiri is an assassin) no more explaining, read if you want to know.

I am the girl without ending, A character lost in the shadows, Living between words of sorrow.

Going through a tough time or moreover a tough life is hard. You loose yourself trying to find someone who won't give a single damn about you or your feelings. You start to do self harm and try to kill yourself. It only gets worse. The only ok-ish part is that you might not be alone. Take it from someone who has anxiety disorder, depression, bulimia, borderline personality disorder etc. Yeah, etc. It's not gonna be easy. If you ever want someone to talk to you can message me on wattpad anytime. And I'll listen to whatever it is no matter how absurd because I know how it feels to be not heard. Keeping everything inside destroyed me and i don't want anyone else to hurt the way i did. So please if you're not okay just contact me It's okay if you hesitate to open up to a stranger but just know that i wont judge because I've been through some pretty bad times. And believe me trying to attempt suicide is not the answer. I tried and everything just got worse.

A young 13 year old girl named Lila has been keeping a dark secret from her friends and family for the past 6 months. But only now has her friend Aber began to notice the signs and he will try to save her before its too late... 🚫(This story contains acts of self harm and symptoms of Eating Disorders. If you are sensitive to that please do not read this book)🚫

Some type of poetry in there that I wrote when I felt hurt or depressed.

My name is Alice Johnson, and this is the story of how I literally committed the dopest suicide ever from a moving plane. Maybe it's true, possibly not, who cares? The point is for you not to make the same stupid mistake I made in the past. Be humble. Be kind. Strive to be a better person than you are now. Whatever pride or ego you think you have, flush it down the drain because frankly, my dearies, we never can tell how much a simple sorry could mean to someone out there. Remember, karma never sleeps! So, without further ado, here's how my story goes:

Legit just the title. I'm posting this to give you guys SOMETHING since I take forever to write.