Dealingwithpain Stories

My name is Jason, I am a 17 year old senior, and my life ended on March 3rd, 2015, when my best friend Annabelle, the love of my life died. No, my life didn't actually end, but sometimes it feels like it did, and I wish it had. The only thing I do now in life is sit on my porch staring at the empty, lifeless house across the street; wishing I would wake up from this nightmare. All I can do it sit there, and think about what I've done, and what I could've done different, but never will be able to fix it. Sometimes I just want to lay down and forget about life, pretend like I'm not here, and never been. But its torture to close my eyes, and to fall asleep. I see her, I see her dying in my arms, taking her last breath; the touch of her lips and her hand turning cold. If only she hadn't met a monster like me, if only I hadn't fallen in her life. It was that one day, that one evening that changed everything that made me regret my whole life. •'*•.¸(*•.¸♡¸.•*')¸.• *'•, ♡ ♡« ᎪᏌᎢᎻᎾᎡ'Ꮪ NᎾᎢᎬ »♡ ♡ '•.¸.•*(¸.•*'♡'*•.¸)*•.¸.•' Anytime you hear the name Annie they are referring to Annabelle. Also, I know that there is some strange horror movie with this title... It has absolutely no ties to my book. I just like the name XD

Kira. -strong and courageous(n) -secretive and passionate.(adv.) At least that's what it says in my dictionary 📕. She's not typical, if anything she's fearless. She discovered the hard way what 'you can run but you can't hide' actually meant. She learned a lot of things the hard way. "I'm a monster, a murderer and-" I said not even crying because really I was done crying. "Yes, yes you are. But you know what else you are? A brave and strong girl. You faced your demons and most importantly you fought for change even though change decided it wasn't coming to you that easily." He said looking at me with an almost stoic expression. He didn't hold pity in his eyes instead I saw sincerity. A story about redemption, forgiveness and self discovery. It will get frustrating and bearable right after chapter 9. Copyright reserved✔. Thou shalt not copy or infringe. It's my story! It may not be the best, heck it may not even be good but it's still my story! Viwe xoxo

just an inspiration about how to get through the tough times in life. and to know you're not alone

It all changed that night, the night I was going to confess my love. It was that night that everything suddenly wasn't the same. This was suppose to be a new beginning, but it feels like an unexpected ending. No matter what happens to her, to us, this night will forever be known as the one that took my breath away. This isn't just my story, this is our story. We begin this story by the side of Rachel as she visits her partner in the hospital who is now in a coma from an accident that happened the night she was going to confess her 'undying' love to her. We take a trip back in time with her as she reminisces about her life with her partner, and staying with her as she battles through all the emotions rushing inside of her as she experiences something she thought she never would, breathtaking pain. Will she have the chance to confess her love, or will her love be replaced with lose as the one person she needs slips away from her forever.

These are some poem type things and short stories/texts/writings I've written. Usually I write them when I'm sad or trying to process something, but I thought I'd put some here.

Cornelia has always been super close to her bestfriend. He is the only person who realizes the struggles she's going through in her house. He's the only one who knows about their money problems, he's the only person she trusts. They have always been the best of friends, but what happens when people start telling her that shes falling hard for him. Shes afraid to ruin what they already have. Will they realize what everyone around them noticed a long time ago? Keep reading to find out! (I tried to not give anything away here) Read on! PEACE

Imagine seeing someone across the street, thinking nothing of it. That is, until you find out you are both miraculously sharing the same pain. This is a novel about middle school students who slowly grow together. Friendship or romance? What pain is it your mentioning? How will this story unfold? Read to find out! This novel also includes both perspectives of each person, as well as deep description to feel connected with the characters.