Depersonalization Stories

Psychological thriller about a severly mentally ill gifted empath

Welcome to the quiet descent into the thoughts i hide behind forced smiles and polite small talk. These pages are heavy-filled with sleepless nights, unanswered messages, and the slow erosion of self-worth. It's for the ones who laugh loudly in public and cry silently in bathrooms, who carry the weight of the world without anyone noticing. This collection doesn't promise healing- only honesty. And maybe, in the wreckage of all these unspoken truths, you'll finally feel a little less alone.

To Be Remembered Beautifully She was my best friend, my light, my laughter... and my muse. She left this world on my 24th birthday, but she lives in every word I write, in every memory I hold. This collection of poems is a tribute, to her, to the love we shared, and to the life she brought into this world. She may be gone, but she will always be remembered beautifully. 🤍

𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐓 𝐍𝐎𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐆𝐎𝐍' 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐏 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐔𝐍𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐏 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅, 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐏 𝐖𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐒𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐆𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐍.

I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING HELP😭 please dont judge me Its a introduction Heres a story about this girl. Someone important to me Im sorry if you found it boring but i put my heart in it Hope you all stick to this short piece i put out till the end With love

idk, man. i just felt like it's finally the time to make some of my poetry public. sorry if you don't like it / if i use some words incorrectly or something (english is not my first language lol). honestly, this already feels sooooo humiliating lmao. enjoy! or not, if you don't like it. i'm not one to tell you what to do :p p.s.: i PROMISE they'll get better as time goes on, i really do!! that's because they're mostly being published in chronological order. plus, i swear i will only share the very best ones.

MATURE CONTENT Gale wakes up in the red light district and discovers that he's going to be sold... to a man. Gale can't remember his past; but he is certain that is he not gay. Forced into a world of high status, Gale is sold to the one man he cannot stand; the Russian Mafia leader, Nikolai. This story includes: Sex scenes, curse words, Bdsm, and possible triggers. Xx READ AT YOUR OWN RISK xX

phil has always been the one who takes care of people but when his own life starts to fall apart, will people be there to take care of him?

A poem series where a person finds their meadow, but can never find solace within it.

Peter Parker is an all A's student that is always caught up with work. He lives in an apartment with his last remaining family member, Aunt May. But one day a sudden tragedy happened. He struggles to cope with the loss of Aunt May. He finds himself picking up bad habits that will change him. Will anyone be able to stop his self- sabotaging behavior before it is too late? I do not own Marvel Characters. English is not my first language.

The world sees her as the life of the party She sees it as, the party is her life, in which she can't escape

the world is on the cusp of its next rebirth, won't you hold my hand to see what we've become? © -immortalitatis beautiful cover by the equally beautiful @hurtcopain

If you have problems going on, I'm here to listen TW: derealization/depersonalization (technically like existential crisis) (and other things im not sure will pop up yet, but i will be adding them)

Hawks had a bad break up with someone who he thought loved him, but turns out in the end, that it all was a lie and as he remembered all the happy memories his lack of sleep and messy appearance had gotten worse. Hawks had done things to his body that would permanently scare it that he regretted but in the moment it took away the other pain, his wing once bright and full now dim and gloomed. He tried finding his way back to who he was before, but everything he did, reminded him of Endeavor, they had done so much together in public that was happy and fun, but in the privacy of either home it was a whole new story to be with held. Hawks went to a place where Endeavor never took him, and that was a coffee shop, soon enough there he found the one to love him right, but he wouldn't know it yet, but only time will tell and heal all wounds.

"I never wanted to be the villain. Maybe in another lifetime I could be less..?" Takashi never wanted to be a bad person, but its in his DNA. "The gods wouldn't approve if I didn't use my powers the way I'm told to..".

His location was always crucial, however certain objects will always create another frustrating habit! George needs to escape again!

Bonnibel will get her first pokemon. She will be happy and smiling. That's how this song always goes. It won't hurt to hear it again. After all, you're only unhappy when you want things you can't have.

my original poems laid out here. on a screen. here with you. (the reader.) i struggle with bpd on the daily. from screaming, to mood swings, tremors, hallucinations, depression, outbursts, codependency, self destruction and splitting, etc... i've always loved my writings. especially when others tell me how dark they are. i don't see it in my work until after i've read it over again in the next few months. but i guess it's because in my brain consistently, everyday is on a never ending loop. i share these poems with you or no one. but if you do decide to read them, thank you. truly. i've always been determined to get myself out there but i give up a few days later when my work doesn't rise up and even though i know it takes time to do so, how could i not want to get up there when i know my potential? it's hard being a writer and having that confidence to share it with others but being doubtful on how successful i wanna be in terms of living my dream as an author and hopefully helping others not feel alone in this world of bpd, depression, addiction, self harm, etc. so, i hope you are willing and open to read my thoughts from my journal and notes app.

Jealousy is free, and comfort here is far in between. Poems from the worst years of my life.

I've been sold. Oh fucking hell.