Depressedyoongi Stories

Being an idol is hard and tiring. Yoongi doesn't know why he chose to become one when all he wanted to do was make music. He wants to leave this way of life, to get away from the prying eyes of the world. But he knows even if he quits, people will still be watching him. There's only one way out and he's been wanting to follow through with it for as long as he can remember. WARNING!! Contains ~self harm ~suicide attempts ~suicidal thoughts ~abuse

❝ i want it to dissapear like a mirage , i want my damn self to dissapear ❞ in which yoongi is falling apart , but the boys are there to piece him back together or the boys just want to give yoongi all the love he deserves,but he's scared //university ish au// m.yg⇋bts started ; ˚✩28 august 19 . · ˚✩ · end ; . · ˚✩ · ❝ highest rank(s) ❞ #1 on imstupid #27 on imstupid;) #33 on imsad ®the cover is mine please ask for permission to use it ©yoonsoftieowo

Something was wrong. Yoongi could brush it off as strange happenings. Unfamiliar sounds in the wee hours of the morning, a shadow hanging just at the edge of his vision, disappearing every time he'd tried to focus on it. Things that would creep out anyone, but they could also be brushed off as the mind playing tricks. Even the drop of temperature could be played off as the wind or someone leaving the air conditioning on. As long as he could continue with his work, he could ignore these things. But the dreams...those were something else. Horrid things, wreaching him from the clutches of sleep and leaving him gasping for safety in the dark of his room. When things grow worse over time, Yoongi begins to question reality. Ghosts and other creatures...those don't actually exist, right?

Yoongi has all the disorders and Jimin is also sad boy sometimes. oh and everybody's Anorexic because why not. Enjoy.

trigger warnings: -mentions of self harm -mentions of death -suicide intentions If there is anything I haven't listed I apologize.

I'm here. I'm at the top. But why does it feel like it's not enough? Why does it still feel like I disappoint? Most importantly, why did I not expect this?

[DISCONTINUED] Min Yoongi was diagnosed with bipolar depression and anxiety disorder, as well as PTSD when he was just sixteen. Nobody except the doctors know about his condition. He normally day to day Fakes it, around his members of BTS in their large dorm and around every camera. He simply giggles and uses his gummy smile, when alone though, his thoughts overwhelm him. But what if the members find out about his condition? This is the story in depth of Min Yoongi's depression, his perspective. W. A. R. N. I. N. G. -THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDE -ANXIETY AND PANIC ATTACKS -MORE THINGS THAT MAY MAKE SOME VIEWERS UNCOMFORTABLE Read at your own risk of these warnings, and enjoy. Rankings: #22 in anxietydisorder #8 in depressesyoongi

"Yoongi stop making so many mistakes" That's isn't what Hoseok said but his brain sure made it sound like that "Just fucking stay in your studio and rot in there until you die" Isn't even close to what Namjoon has said but his depression infused brain twisted the leaders kind words into ones filed with hate and vennom Or During preparations for a comeback the other members forget that yoongi's still battling with his demons and sometimes let their stress and annoyance out on him, not realizing that he's close to his breaking point TW : - Graphic depiction of Self-Harm - Mental Health problems - Suicidal thoughts

Based off my shitty life. And how 𝑳𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒃𝒚 𝑳𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 I am dying inside and how the actions and words of others can affect people. Idk how to describe it. Enjoy it or dont. okay real description: Min Yoonhee is a bright little ball of sunshine. Her smile is precious 𝗗𝗶𝘀𝗴𝘂𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴. Her pretty 𝗩𝗶𝗹𝗲 hazel eyes always glistening. And her angelic 𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗼𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 personality making her the most likeable 𝗽𝗶𝘁𝘆𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲 little girl out there. Eventually she starts to falter. Her pretty smile turning fake. The light in her eyes dimming and her personality all becoming make believe. And not long after she realises whats happening she also realises. She isnt Yoonhee...shes Yoongi.

~ He stood at the edge ready to end it all. "Your gonna jump aren't you?" Yoongi stood there in shock. He almost didn't hear the stern voice through his own tears, but it sounded so familiar~ Yoongi's depressed. Despite having had huge success with their latest comeback, the pressure is getting to him. He's always had anxiety and depression but with the added stress of this comeback it's becoming a lot for him, almost too much. That is until two members find him, hopefully before it's too late.

⤷ COMPLETED ⤶ •A Short Story• Jeon Jungkook had always thought he didn't deserve the title 'Golden Maknae.' He always thought the images and videos of him being perfect and doing the impossible were of someone different from him-someone better than him. Once Min Yoongi realizes this after careful deduction-and some hesitant closeness with the other-he decides that he's gonna do something about it. Help his dongsaeng as much as he possibly can, even while he is fighting his own demons. He just didn't understand how emotional and difficult to bear it's going to end up being. ~~ {CROSS-POSTED ON AO3} Rankings! #2 - depressedyoongi This book is heavily influenced by the demo song DECALCOMANIA; written and produced by Jungkook. Full credit goes to him (:

A lot of things happen behind closed doors, and even more things go on in closed minds. Yoongi is forced to wear a fake smile during interviews and music shows. His past self is haunting him from time to time even though he is getting more successful with his band members. They know his struggles and try to help him. Trigger warnings Suicidal thoughts Self harm Eating disorders Anxiety Swearing There might be some side ships throughout this book. Don't read if you are triggered by the above and also if you don't like boyxboy and angst don't read