Disambiguation Stories

Alters - there are lots of definition behind this small word. But for this story, it would be one complicated thing, especially to a 17-year-old girl who happened to be involved in a guy's life who insanely has two different personalities dominating in one body. Communication? Romance? Up to her to take the risk. [FINALLY COMPLETED] --- Any unauthorized reprint or use of this material is prohibited. No part of this story may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system without express written permission from the author / publisher. Disclaimer: The model/photo used for the editing of the cover design is not mine. Credit is given to its rightful owner. © 2013 | 2016, SHPC

December 27 SIZING GOD UP God doesn’t need to be big.  I only look for a big God when I feel very small.  I turn to God as compensation for my feelings, as some sort of bolster to brace myself with.  I have found when I am diminished in any way, God is tucked in a corner or pocket or drawer.  I flee to the great out of doors and find earth, nature and wind but the God of my understanding is proportionate to my mental state.  My partner is with me, near enough to hear the fear pour off my skin.  God doesn’t run from me to adventures in the wild.  I want to escape myself regularly but this is not my Higher Power's defect.  I come back to God when I stop running from me.  I face my reflection and recognize I am not towered over by a giant God; I am yoked with a power to share the load.     Enjoy the shape of things. * Disambiguation This is what happens when you are stupid, the same thing which happens when you are smart yet afraid.   It doesn’t matter what dulls your sword, your edge is gone. Due diligence is required to hone it to first gleam, what will it take to do it again I don’t know and I rather not know. If I can do the thing, the thing which stands in front of me, do it with whatever will I have I am better off and stronger for it. Better than to be the soft hearted genius sitting in the corner or the soft headed idiot standing in the street. Mess is what comes from retarded abilities or delayed action. I can smell the problem and yet the lure of staying is still so strong. The pull-the push may not do the trick to get me into a brighter head or willing body, what works is what mostly always works; hunger. I have to stop swallowing what is fed me and go find the truth out for myself. Vlog: http://youtu.be/p26JfqUHyEs You are reading selections from Sober on the Way to Sane and More Lines From My Life by Sherrie Theriault

Disambiguation refers to the removal of ambiguity by making something clear. Disambiguation narrows down the meaning of words and it's a good thing.