Disassociation Stories

A collection of poems centering around mental illness. This is a place for me to twist my emotions into words that people somehow can relate to.

Various short stories that pop into my mind late at night as I struggle to fall asleep.

This isn't a story. This doesn't have a beginning nor an ending. It's merely a peek into my mind and my views on the world. Warnings for dark themes, confusing themes, and things that just don't make sense.

Just short poems from someone struggling with mental health UP DATED WEEKLY

YANDERE HANNIBAL X OC ~~~~ Hannibal meets Jade, Will's friend and Alana's sister. Jack wants Will and Jade on cases. And when they both have to have therapy sessions with Hannibal Lecter, Jade seems to catch his attention, causing Will to get cautious for he knows.

For everyone else who lingers upon hitched breathe and sleepless nights. *Writing poetry started out as a coping mechanism for me so a good portion of my writing is about my trauma* *All pictures used are not mine, as any teenager would do I copy and paste pictures from Pinterest so unfortunately, I am unable to give a source for every single picture.*

Summary: You've always loved the Ocean / the waves that propel you away, / farther from Land than your ship already was. / Deep, deep below / the Thing waits / out of reach of the light. Rating: T Genres: Horror, Hurt/Comfort, Poetry, Spiritual, Tragedy Tags: Major Character Death, General fears related to being lost at sea, Kenophobia (fear of empty spaces), Thalassophobia (fear of deep bodies of water), Sea monster (teeth, tentacles, glowing), Shipwreck, Loss of family member (father), Thirst, Hunger, Hypothermia, Exposure, Sunburns, Drowning, Swallowed whole and alive, Brief mention of real splinters and metaphorical needles and razor blades, Hallucinations, Disassociation, Rebirth, Transformation, Suicidal Ideation, Telepathy, 2nd person POV To see the version that's formatted like a high school English class handout, go here: https://www.deviantart.com/spacedimentio/art/You-ve-always-loved-the-Ocean-story-poem-868164050 Cover art: https://www.wallpaperflare.com/body-of-water-under-full-moon-sea-night-ocean-dark-moonlight-wallpaper-azalj

*trigger warning* Just a little something I wrote.

I'm trapped behind glass, I can't escape... The mirror lies, that's not my face. Have you ever looked in a mirror and wondered who the hell was that? No? Just me? Ever since seeing something impossible in a school corridor, reality hasn't felt quite right. The world feels distant. Friends feel distant. Even my own reflection doesn't feel like mine anymore. But when strange visions begin appearing more frequently, I'm forced to question whether I'm losing my mind-or whether something far worse is happening. Either way, I'm not sure how much longer I can keep this up...

Short stories about mental health.

so, I've been struggling for a long time now, and I never told anyone about it. I've never opened up. but I met someone who understands how I feel, and I'm beginning to feel again. I don't know how to do it, but I finally feel I can fight. I've been so exhausted. I'm not better, I'm not sure if i ever will be, but I'm not numb, not entirely. I can't say how I'm feeling, or what i am going to write, but if you want it, it's here. This is for you. For everyone who was made to be the villain by those meant to be by their sides. For everyone with a sensitive heart made to grow strong much too quickly. For everyone who struggles to get out of bed in the morning. For everyone who never could find the words to say why. For everyone who struggles to feel and for everyone who feels too much. For everyone who had to pick themselves back up. For everyone who had to parent themselves. For everyone fighting an invisible battle. For everyone who has been underestimated. For everyone who has to flee to other worlds to cope. For everyone who found other means to silence their voices. For everyone who was silenced. For everyone who was over powered. For everyone who was made to be less. For everyone who had to watch someone else suffer and stay silent. For everyone asking themselves, why? Why would you do this? What did I do? Why is this happening to me? It was never your fault.

my vent art

This disappeared ha! Not sure what I did wrong! However: TRIGGER WARNING As this will contain reference to BPD, self harm and depression. So bear this in mind when reading. Hopefully this time this intro gets saved!

Todoroki Shouto has had a rough life. He has to navigate school while dealing with all the things going on at home and in his own head. To him, he's alone. OR I dump all my own feelings onto Todoroki but with a plot. *I altered Todoroki's backstory, but for the most part it will stay canon **PLEASE READ TAGS ***also posted on ao3

Short family story of Volkov's 2 father's and 2 son's about extreme disassociation, multiple personality disorders, mental illness, neglect, torture and Pride of family to face or to abandon a child for the unblemish powerful Volkov family.

"hey, papa.... i'm sorry it has been so long. I haven't been well. Actually, I'm not sure whether I can be well at all. I promise to come by soon. I promise I'll stay as long as I can. Please just don't forget me." how my disassociation feels; what I encounter every day.

Hiraeth. yearning, for a home that you cannot return to, no longer exists, or maybe never was. It can also include grief or sadness for who or what you have lost, losses which make your "home" not the same as the one you remember.

This book will begin to hold some poems I have written for the people around me and some for myself. Please don't judge :) Edit: the poems get better as you go along I promise 😅 I started this a long time ago and have drastically improved!

Short Poem Cover Art: https://www.pinterest.com/pin/201676889547369330/