Dismal Stories

Basically, I'm going to be writing suicide notes for whenever I start to give up on this shitty world. I'm never actually going to commit suicide, I hope. These are just ways to let my emotions out. Because it feels so much better to tell strangers rather than be awkward about it to the people you personally know.

"ᴅᴇꜱᴏʟᴀᴛᴇ ꜰᴇᴇʟɪɴɢꜱ ꜱᴇᴇᴍ ᴛᴏ ᴀʟᴡᴀʏꜱ ʟᴀꜱᴛ- ᴛʜᴇ ꜱʜᴀᴅᴇ ᴏꜰ ᴀᴄʜᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴏʟᴜꜱ ɪꜱ ꜰᴀʀ ᴛᴏᴏ ᴠᴀꜱᴛ. ʙᴀʀʀᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡʀᴇᴛᴄʜᴇᴅ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɴᴏ ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ᴇꜱᴄᴀᴘᴇ; ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴍᴇʟᴀɴᴄʜᴏʟʏ ᴅʀᴀᴘᴇ." -- A poem about heartbreak and a lack of love.

A few poems that depict my feelings from a far off time that I still struggle to cope with today. Some may be fun, others funny, and some are even dark. (I've not compiled all of my poetry yet so I'll update as i find them. I'm sorry. I hope you guys like them.)

Freedom to interprete as you will

"They were two lost souls In a huge dismal world Onto paper they wrote And these were their precious words..." Copyright © 2016 by Jhayd Lauren [All Right Reserved] #ProjectYou

Anneliese strives to be perfect. Body-shamed by most of her peers, she's hopeful for a better life in this sick society. Still, it's almost impossible when they constantly remind her of her thigh gap because she can't gain any weight. She desperately wants to though. Her dreams are far-fetched and their mocking is limitless, but Anneliese hangs on to whatever she has left. Because she knows she can fix herself. All rights reserved. Copyright ©2015 by breakyourheart1by1 #FREEYOURBODY (cover changes are frequent until I decide on a final one, so sorry if it confuses you)

Peace may never make war, But War Surely makes peace. Follow the rise of a soldier, a rise to the top. A rise to become king. The Rise, of Elias Northwood, a master swordsman, training his whole life until it all falls into place when he visits the city of Stoneheath. He battles lords, Kings, army's, even his own people to become what he is destined to be... The king of Embror.

A collection of poetry

Stories lies twists death dark and twisted

Death is easy, but living is harder. How will you live the rest of your life if there's no reason to stay alive anymore? Take a look at different sides of their family's story. What will happen if you lost everything, the very important things in life? (COMPLETED)

This is basically going to be a place where I post my i guess most vulnerable thoughts...well not thoughts but writing that was only made through the strong emotions that I have felt during difficult times in my life. I don't really know why I'm doing this but it seems like a good idea so fuck it lets do this. And I don't really have anything else to say really but yeah...

After a tragic night occurs a family is mourning and a husband is trying to cover it up...

TEIN. "It looks like the good is fighting the bad." (short poem)

Idk what exactly this is, just a load of all the things that make me feel so sad all the time?

"beware of the depths." MIASMA is a collection of self-written poems about darker and edgier themes and other random stuffs. This book also features graphic images to create a visual feel. Some are abstract and were derived from my pure imagination so it won't make much sense. *** ccto to the owner of the photo, i take no credit over it except of the edit.

the girls who are the prettiest , the happiest , the nicest or the funniest , aren't always the girls you think they are. they hide secrets behind their bright smiles and cheerful laughs. they disguise themselves with nice clothes and good makeup , a fake smile and overly exaggerated laughs to please you. you look at them and you see this beautiful happy creature. when inside they're drowning in darkness.

A poam by Ramisa Tasnim The promises were forgotten I was left alone in dismal In that fall

Beauties of Sadness