patxricxa
"I don't understand how someone could have such a horrible reputation of being a player, a cheater an all time dick. But at the same time love reading, spoken word poetry, Sam Smith and The Fray. How can one be so lovable, so caring, so...perfect. But at the same time be such a jerk, who doesn't care about anything or anyone other than himself...Maybe he was scared. Scared that if he let them in all they would do is wreck him.......he's a mess. Maybe he just got lost; lost in society and didnt know how to get out.....I may not know that much about...well anything really but I loved him. And that was something I knew"