Double-reincarnation Stories

till now I've been reincarnated 299 times. In all of those times I've never been loved, I've never been able to find love, and if I ever were to find it, those I love would die, or I would. at first I was furious why was I not allowed to love why was it that everytime I did it was taken away. but then I realised if I am to be reincarnated like this endlessly then perhaps never finding love is for the best. after all even if I love these people and even if they love me eventually we will leave each other and although they may die and move onto an afterlife, if one does exist I.... I know for sure will be reincarnated once more and will never see them again. that is why by the time of my 300th reincarnation I decided that I would not pursue love I would not look for it. instead I will seek adventure in these new worlds I am born into. I will seek to be a pioneer in whatever advancement the world I am reincarnated into has yet to discover. I will see glory and adventure I will not seek love nor validation, not even companionship. I will only seek praise and adoration.

In every novel, there is the villain and protagonist, and in each story where the protagonist reincarntes, "most likely as a villain", she will definetely avoid any death flags...blah, blah, blah. In the end, she either becomes friend with the heroine or the heroine is a two-faced scammer. But what if the so-called villainess and heroine are people who are trying to act out their roles....just without a script.