Dyingslowly Stories

After my mom was murdered I tortured myself with her presence. While I was asleep I could see her perfectly and hear, smell. Her flowing black curls smelling of cherry blossoms and roses. Her cheerful green eyes that were just beginning to wrinkle at the age of 38. In my dreams I sacrifice myself so she could continue on living and when I wake up my demons left me and took her. Maybe I really have died and this is my eternal hell. Going to school feels fake because I can't go home to tell my mother how dreadful it is anymore. If I don't dream of her, I either don't dream or sleep, or there is this one stranger greets me with an escape. He seems kind of dangerous and I know that in my dreams but for some reason it doesn't bother me. I continue dreaming even when I remember he's different. Outside my dreams everything becomes fake. My sister who takes care of me is real but the moments we make after mom seem fake. My little brother stopped fighting with me which seems unbelievable as well. My older brother has disappeared in action which is unfortunate because he was always the one to help emotionally. I just want to dream forever so my mom can live, my sister can put on a real smile, my little brother will race me in every opportunity he gets, and my older brother comes back home.

Poem about.... slowly decaying away.... due to loneliness.... causing your body to hurt.... and your mind to starve....

Tyler is knows he is going to die he isn't ready to fall away just yet.

Stuck in your own mind, dying slowly

Yeah. sorry about the cover-

Oh good ol Alex guilbert, 16 and suicidal. Anorexic, depressed, and suicidal. Cutter, burner, sums up her. Shitty life, mother died when she was 10, she lives with her abusive/alcoholic excuse for a father. She wants to die, she going over the edge. But Alex's life changed when the new kid moved in across the street. Will she learn he loves her, that since the day they met he lives for her?. Will she trust him?. Or will she give up?. Will he end up losing Alex?...

Following the story of Sam and Raijun( Spencer), Sam has a big secret that needs to be revealed. But the question is, will it make things better, or worse for the two best friends? Following the memories, and the once pleasant moments spent together.. Before his final shaking breathe.

Heavy heart, rushing tears and depressing thoughts.