sleephobic
How I believe it feels to go through a heart break. It is rather a very painful experience that I wish not to experience again, but more are to come as much as they go. It is a deep feeling when you hurt someone you love.. watching them leave you while you know well that you are the reason for their absence. All you can do once they've left you is deal with your heart aching for them, full of regret and shame. You can never love someone the same again, no, it's impossible.. It must be them. They have to be the one. Whenever you think of their words you can't help but cry in remorse and shame. You know it's not entirely your fault either, and that it is not entirely theirs. You will always sit and wonder if they ever meant any of those kind, meaningful, words which are filled with love.. At the same time, thinking if they really meant it or not.. And if they didn't, then why do you cry and ache like so?