Eating-dissorder cerita

Kim Seungmin has fallen in a deep rabbit hole of self hate which lead him to loneliness since he noticed his friends are not his friends and his mother, the only one he thought he could lean on has shown her true intentions toward his son, but not everything is bad, he can find someone who make him smile eventually. Also I fist post in AO3 so its first published there ^^ the link is in my profile Notes : Just want to clarify that this is not intended to make any reference to the real people this fic has taken names from ^-^, this is pure fiction after all Also, if u think this could trigger u pls don't read, I hope everything gets better sometime So yeah, enjoy this drabble I guess

Beeping was the first sound i heard when i woke up. I knew where i was before i even opened my eyes. A bright light blinded me as i opened my eyes. There were Ivy's in my wrists and i could feel the ruff bandages around my neck."Why?" was written on a piece of paper on the night stand in my hospital room. It was Janice. Dammit.She knows why. She knows exactly what she did. The words still burn into my skin like used cigarettes."Fat" "useless" "Selfish" "disgusting" The words flow through my head like the river we used to visit when we were young. I, Jade, am 17 and this is my 3rd suicide attempt. 

Dan always gets angry at Phil but because Phil loves Dan he keeps quiet

this is just me venting so ream if you want to if you do here's some trigger warnings: °bad grammar (I have dyslexia) °I cant put the proper punctuation is to save my life °ed(eating disorder) °homophobia °transphobia °over-all bigiotry °homophobic slurs °unaliving talk Keep in mind that these are either just me talking about them or a funny haha that I find somewhere on earths internet also I cant think of any thing else if you see something then let me know please