Eccedentesiast Stories

behind my smile, there is depression, loneliness, emptiness, pain, and a cry for help... ©piatdisco

Through the mind we read and through the heart we share..

"Lo tau kenapa gue selalu ngasih lo bunga Cammelia?" "Mm.. Karna nama gue Cammelia?" "Karena bunga cammelia itu melambangkan keindahan dan kesempurnaan." "Maksud lo?" "Lo sempurna di mata gue, mel"

This is not a FanFic or a Fiction of any sort. This is something for me(The writer) to get out, I refuse to talk to people and this is the closest thing I'm going to get with talking to someone. (You Don't Have To Read, Vote Or Comment.) This Whole 'Book' Is Me Tell In A Way My Dreams And What I Think About. !Please Read Carefully! This will include... - Depression - Anxiety -Suicide -Self-harm - Being a mental case.

Ilaria Gonzalez is an eccedentesiast and has always thought know ones noticed, and she is fine with it because she doesn't want/need help, but when Nox Romez starts to notice and shows her that she isn't actually fine and people want to help her. Will she accept or will she decline and push him away like everyone else? !!!THIS IS GOING TO SUCK A** BECAUSE IT HAS NOT BEEN EDITED!!! Love you all though * I am accepting new cover ideas if you want*

"Hey Emiko" the blonde haired, browned eyed girl said to me with a glorious smile and an ironed outfit. She of course intimidated me, she was, is, so perfect and I am just a crumpled-clothed, black hair and poop eye person, strolling through the library where no one else goes. How did this perfect specimen even know my name? I definitely do not know her. "Um.. hey" Did I stutter? I think I stuttered. A story about an eccedentesiast that goes by the name of Emiko Mei Anderson.

Dilla pernah marah kepada semesta karena dirinya kehilangan sesuatu yang sangat berharga untuknya di waktu yang bersaman, impian dan sahabatnya. Berada di titik terendah hidupnya dan berjuang sendirian bukanlah hal yang mudah. Kemudian Danu datang, membawa kembali tawa Dilla yang sempat redup. Tapi nyatanya kebahagiaan tersebut juga tidak berlangsung lama. Pasalnya, Danu juga menjadi orang yang membuat Dilla jatuh kembali setelah berhasil bangkit. "Gue mau bahagia, boleh ya?" ucap Dilla pada semesta sembari menatap bintang malam dari balkon kamarnya. ________________________________________ © cover by nunaseoo

(.n) a person that hides behind a smile (lower case intended)

》stop being a fucking eccedentesiast!《 》what the hell is that?《 ~ © kleiner_strohhalm || All Rights Reserved 2014 ||

FarahTale Personal Quotes/Blog

A person who hides pain behind a smile.

just some poems.

About someone FAKING the Smile that shouldn't be fake because our world should not revolve to that person. We should love ourelves and not only that person that hurt us.

Ophelia Rivers and Silas Blades story. 𝙰 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚊 𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊 𝚋𝚘𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚌𝚎𝚛𝚝𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚘𝚛 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚢.

My Soul Resonance presents ECCEDENTESIAST: The White Lies ♡ Seth Morgan, a beautiful, strong and brave girl. She was what everyone wanted, but they never understand what's behind her every smile. "Come and kill me, it wasn't my wish to be alive and it wasn't my wish to be liked.. I hated this, I just want to die." -Seth My Soul Resonance 1st drama book series of Eccedentesiast. Kindly read with your whole heart ♡

e c c e d e n t e s i a s t (n.) someone who hides the pain behind a smile. - [on going] my collection of poems

"𝕭𝖔𝖙𝖍 𝖔𝖋 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖒 𝖜𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝖜𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖒𝖊𝖑𝖑 𝖔𝖋 𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖉 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖉𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖍 𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊 𝖆 𝖕𝖊𝖗𝖋𝖚𝖒𝖊" 𝙋𝙡𝙖𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙜𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙫𝙞𝙫𝙚, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙥𝙪𝙩 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙖𝙮 𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙖𝙮 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧? 𝘊𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘺𝘢 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘭 𝘛𝘰𝘬𝘺𝘰 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦. 𝘏𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘷𝘪𝘷𝘦, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘩𝘶𝘨𝘦 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘴 𝘴𝘢𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘧𝘰𝘳. 𝘖𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥? ⚠️This story contains strong language (insults, feelings), self harm, violence, blood, death, panic attacks, (rape), torture, betrayal and suicide. Please read at your own risk.

Eccedentesiast (.n) someone who hides pain behind a smile. *************************************************** The worst kind of pain is When you're smiling Just to stop the Tears from falling. *************************************************** "I'm not ok, but it's ok."