hells_princess999
Groggily I open my eyes, squinting through the blurriness. White surrounds me, everywhere like a nightmare that never ends. Releasing a small groan, I shakily sit up a little in the bed, barely able to concentrate as I take the bottle of water from the stand.
My stomach aches like always, pulsing. I don't even look down, not wanting to see the disgusting sight of my heavily pregnant belly. Victor wasn't joking when he said it would only take a matter of days.
Four days. That's how long it's been since the second insemination, the first didn't work due to Victor loosing his temper on me. He showed his true colours, became the monster I know he is. He let me heal of course, and then acted like nothing happened. After crossing him the first time, I simply said nothing after the second insemination. Knowing nothing I say will change anything. I might as well save my breath.
Every movement I've felt in my stomach, every kick, every foot under my ribs, I've ignored. I haven't showered, or bothered to change clothes, I haven't taken a single glance at my stomach since it began to grow. The thing inside me, I don't want it. I've never even thought about having a child, I haven't even turned twenty yet.
The fact that the thing growing inside me is half Lycan, it repulses me. It's not right, what Victor is doing to me, it's not meant to be.
So I lay in the bed, day in, day out, drinking water and ignoring every craving I have. I don't want to give Victor the satisfaction that I'm pleasing the thing inside me. Once it's out, I hope he takes it and uses it for his research. If he thinks I'm going to feed it, he's wrong. I'll watch it starve before i offer it the milk that will one day feed my baby.