martinezforever7
Hi. My name is Cassie. I'm just a stupid 13 year old girl who obsesses over the Martinez twins, Ivan and Emilio. I have low self esteem and I have been diagnosed with depression many other things. The twins vlogs always seem to cheer me up. Lately I have been noticing something has changed when I watch them. Yes, I have always thought they were hot but now I almost feel sad when I see them. I am in love with them. I feel emotionally and mentally connected to them. I have never felt this way about men before, not even my ex when we were still together. Wait... what am I thinking? I don't really think I could ever meant them. I am so little compared to them. I mean nothing to them. I am useless and ugly. Why would someone as beautiful as them love me? Not only is there an age gap between us, they live in Spain now that they left the team ten house. I live in a whole different country. I will never, ever , be able to have a love life with them. Right.......?