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Fourteen people under one roof, and Sarah Khan was entirely invisible.
Growing up in a loud, chaotic, traditional Indian joint family, thirteen-year-old Sarah is no stranger to emotional neglect. As the eldest daughter, she is treated more like a built-in babysitter and helper than a child who needs love. With the 2020 COVID-19 lockdown turning her house into an absolute pressure cooker, the walls begin to close in. Desperate and weeping on her prayer mat, Sarah makes a silent dua to Allah: Just send me one person who will see me for who I am.
Enter Ayaan.
He's sixteen, charming, witty, and a thousand miles away in Delhi. What starts as a casual text on an anonymous app out of pure lockdown boredom quickly morphs into Sarah's ultimate sanctuary. Through cracked phone screens and late-night texts, Ayaan gives Sarah the validation, attention, and affection her parents never did. For the first time in her life, she feels loved.
But distance breeds projection, and isolation breeds dependency.
Over the next two and a half years, what felt like a answered prayer slowly devolves into a digital cage. As the initial comfort turns into possessiveness, jealousy, and a toxic loop of emotional control, Sarah finds herself trapped in a long-distance relationship with a boy she has never even met.
Set against the backdrop of a changing India during a global pandemic, this is a raw, heartbreaking story of teenage love, childhood trauma, and the dangerous lengths we go to escape our own loneliness.