Emptional Stories

well, nobody knows what a teenage boy goes through behind all the cameras and phone screens...

I feel lost I'm starting to believe that this life I live in is imaginary I'm staring to lose hope in everything In everyone I dealt with rejection my whole life That I've grown immune to it Felt like this my whole life Empty, with no direction In a dark room with no guidance I just want to leave this place I don't have confidence in myself not content with myself What should I do with myself I am aware of the things around me But do not care of my surroundings

When 16 year old Blaise Ravenscroft endures the usual emotional strife that is essential to adolescence it becomes clear that she wishes to be just another statistic on the teen suicide count. But as she soon realises, no attempt she makes will achieve her end goal. Pills, nooses, drugs, lethal wounds, alcohol, gunshots; she is immune to all. Why can't she die? When will she be set free from this world's torment? What has she yet to discover about herself? Is there really no escape? WARNING: CONTAINS VIOLENCE, DRUG USE, PROFANITY, SEXUAL REFERENCES, & ADULT THEMES.

The blankets look complacent, there thin and complaining, there used like the tubes hooked to the veins with tape and in this way there confused because they thought they were ok.

... And there I was, laying in the bloody porch that night. Wondering what it was that occurred the night before, feeling like I have lost the most important thing in the world, but unable to remember anything. I only had knowledge to speak, and even that was difficult to do so. My name? No idea what it was, but I hoped that those memories come back eventually. I tried to get up, it was a lot harder than it seemed to be, I barely manage to get up when I stop for a moment, and look at my surroundings, it seemed like a nice apartment, decorated nicely, with that woman's touch. I stumble my way into the living room, I feel light headed, I arrive only to look in the mirror, and see the reflection of what horrifies me to a point where I black out. What I saw in that mirror that night was something I yet cannot describe, for people would think I was insane if I did, although there was nothing sane about what was going on.

A deeper look at things. A change of perspective.

PREVIEW:"Alberto can I tell you something?"Luca asked while he putting his own hands behind his back nervously as Alberto looks up at him waiting for Luca to responds _____________________________________ SUMMERY: Luca have comes back from his school faith Julia, he missed Alberto very much since he left and now he return for some longtime and now he have to confess his ow feelings to his best friend..... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ •This Fan-Fiction book Luca is 17 and Alberto is 19 this story ⚠️WARNING⚠️ This book main contains: •TRIGGERS •ROMANCE •EMOTIONAL •LITTLE BIT DEATH This book was based on Luca movie the new movie has cam out and turning this one into a fan-Fiction, just be warned that my English writing of fan fictions would be off & none make sense, ever since my wattpad has come back... anyways hope u enjoy this story ;) DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN THE CHARACTERS THEY BELONG TO DINSEY & PIXAR! MY OC'S: THEY WOULD BE APPEARED IN SOME CHAPTERS BUT THEY BELONG TO ME!!!! ________________________________________ [COMPLETED FAN-FICTION STORY] Published:22 chapters Written by: SugarLizzy345 Cover made by: SugarLizzy345

This is a journal. This is my journal, my 2020 and my young adult life. TW: I will be talking about my depression and suicidal thoughts. You may think that it's stupid or dumb to put this online but I want this to reach people, to find people who are struggling like me/worse than me and give them comfort to know they are not alone. I'm not asking for attention and I do not want hate. You do not have to read the book and at ANY time you can stop. You as a reader have been warned