Emptyness Stories

Trying to share a mirror here.. also, a lot of the things are really personal, but I think for some people it's kinda accurate Hope u like them (:

Becoming a hikikomori has nothing to do with rejecting society or having trouble adapting. It's about emptiness.

If only somebody will listen....

Mezu had been rejected all her life. She refused to have friends and her family never gave her the attention she needed. Now she meets people who try and reach out to her. Yet, she can't seem to shake the feeling that they have some other motive so they can make her even more depressed. Can she really trust them?

we live differents lifes , we all have problems, these are only some thoughts about My Life , go And See if You want ♥

Did Ibtisam make a mistake by trusting him?Was there any other option aviable? Panic,relief,joy,madness...A full milkshake of emotions. As time passes,answers become more and more clear..but was it as expected? Events will lead to the unexplored.

This is a book of poetry. It revolves around depression and anxiety I'm getting better but I did have severe depression to the point I hurt myself. I don't hurt myself anymore but lately I really want to. So I thought I could write a book of poetry about how I feel. The settings are not always realistic but it helps me get across what I want to communicate. I hope this can inspire others to write. Writing saved me from doing many things I would have regret. I plan to end this on a good note unless I get worse again. Anyway this is the book. Enjoy.

Just some of my poems. Some new, some old. Enjoy!

this is some poetry I have written about that have been going on in my life

What we feel that doesn't surface

I'm Yaedliz Mc'Goumery I'm haunted by my feelings and I'm forced to live the rest of my life with a smile. I have lots of friends that know me very well but do they realize what I've been hiding for so long now? Will they ever discover the truth behind my smile? Want to find out what happens? Take a look at my story.

Written in memory of Firecracker. Time of death: October 14, 2021

These are just my fav quotes that I wish to share, poems that others wrote and poems that I wrote!

random ahh shit post

Alex and Evan are detectives. They are called when the body of a girl and boy were found. They are believed to be connected to an old case of Alex. Where to kids, Noah and Hailey were kidnapped. This is the only case she has never been able to solve, how could she solve it now. Back then she had her best friend and lover Gavin, now he's gone, so who does she have? Nobody has ever really liked her because she is seen as different. She has tried to be normal but it has never worked. The only person now who realizes she kind of human is Evan. Evan use to be popular in school. People have always liked him, but he felt as he has been sheltered his whole life. So now he loves adventures. Or at least says he does. He has only felt like he is overly ordinary. Nothing super special about him.

Cutting poem

I don't need your approval. I don't need your support. I don't need you. I don't need anyone. Just let me live my life alone.

We all have someone that loves, at least the majority of us do. And this love is something we should be grateful for, the other being protective for you and anxious for you, as well as scared for everything related to you. This is all the stuff which makes us feel good about ourselves and make us admire the other. But what if they love you a little too much? What if they're worried too much for you and your well-being? What if they want to be there so much that you don't want them there anymore?

I had enough of reality I had enough of fake best friends I had enough I can't take this no more I had enough can I have a break Please help me up, Lend me a hand to guide me up, I'm in a dark place called despair yet there came in the dark and that light was you You helped me get up, stand up You hear me out, You comforted me, You listened to my problems You gained my trust Trust.....trust that once was lost in me I didn't even trust myself but you gained my trust so easily Yet you also broke it easily like glass. Once your done with it, throw it. Then the results came out like me, like a broken glass. Shattered