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A jerika fiction.
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Erika dealing with a psychopath of a boyfriend. His obsession and anger love haunts her. It's the price of what she gets for falling in love with the gang leader. His split personality disorder can get rough and hard at times.. And Erika is definitely not the type of person to be involved with the type of person like Jake. Love can't exist without fear, which is the bad thing that scares me in our relationship. Jake loves seeing the fear he causes me. It makes him crave me even more, and want to keep that fearful look on my face, making me feel completely useless.
I hate that I love him, I hate that he has such a big affect on me. I'm not scared of him.. I'm just scared of the type of things he can do.
I know Jake loves me. Maybe way more than I actually think. He's very different, and his anger can get out of hand. Jake likes to think of himself different. Jake loves his disorder, he loves his obsession over me. And he knows I'm not scared of him.. Which makes him even more angered.
Whenever Jake's with his pathetic gang, that's when his personality changes to the one I HATE with everything in me. He's then rude, ungrateful and completely disrespectful. His gang loves seeing Jake like this, they love seeing him be so crazy. It's what makes Jake more "popular"
And this all happened, at one party. The party I actually met Jake in. He was a nice guy, I did feel a few bad vibes from him, but whenever he touched, looked at me.. It made me never want to turn my back on him.
Which I instantly regret not turning away from him...
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