Espinosanation Stories

Yeah, I am dating Matthew Lee Espinosa. He is the best to me and tells me everything. But I can't say I do the same back. He doesn't know I cut. He doesn't know I love him with all my heart. He doesn't know I write things on myself. He doesn't know I live with my mom because my dad left us 5 years ago. He doesn't know I have so much hate on myself and that is building up. He doesn't know that i'm depressed. What happens when he finds out? Even I don't know that. But all I know is he might leave me forever. I'm not ready to give him up and I never will be. ~Jamie (author: Isabelle)