Esstörung Geschichten

«Aber wer soll mich lieben, wenn ich es selbst nicht kann? Wer soll mich verstehen, wenn sie nur das aufmerksamkeitssuchende Mädchen sehen? Wer soll bei mir bleiben und alles mit mir durchstehen, wenn es viel bessere Menschen gibt als mich?» Wunden wurden zu Narben. Tränen sind getrocknet. Die Geschichte eines Mädchens, dass wieder gelernt hat zu leben.

⚠️First a Big Triggerwarnung about eating disorder! We write about Sport, Control, Track calories and something More about this topic!⚠️ When I opened my birthday present, I got a great surprise. It was a new apple watch. That's what I've always wanted. My world was about to change forever. In the beginning, I didn't think anything of it. The apple watch was good for controlling my life. You can enter appointments, set timers, track your health and much more. I got control over my life. That was actually quite a good feeling. But it got out of control. Every day I had to achieve the goals of the apps. Such as getting over 10,000 steps a day, track the calories and burn everything I ate. After a short time, I loved the control and became addicted. If I hadn't achieved any of the goals, I was frustrated and disappointed in myself. I realized how much the control took over my life. It got so hard that I thought it was impossible for me to break away from this control. But I'm happy that I've overcome this. An apple watch is a nice thing but take care of yourself and don't let these things take control over you.

Geschichte 1: ~ Ist eigentlich ganz einfach: Mach's. Weil vielleicht klappts. Vertrau dir Mal. Dass du das schaffst. ~ TW: Suizid, Essstörung (Magersucht), Selbstverletzung (Ritzen) Geschichte 2: ~ Wenn ich könnte, wie es wollte, würde es endlich so sein wie es niemals war ~ TW: Suizid ~ Kurzgeschichte ~ Die Story ist frei erfunden