Existence Stories

Rose suffers in agony, struggling to comprehend her existence as an imaginary being in another person's control. An effort to redefine autonomy and individuality, especially what it means to be real and to exist.

just a lil poetry collection <3. i haven't been writing poetry for very long, so they might not be very good (any advice or pointers are welcome). most of these poems are just glorified pillow thoughts, written in the in-between space of half-sleeping half-spiraling, and they truly are just a quiet ache that has found its way onto paper. hope u enjoy, xoxo.

"Every individual has subjectivity, everyone wants their subjectivity to be validated..." On a quiet, moonlit night, you found yourself alone at the scenery of a calm garden. You start to question whether such beauty could truly exist in this world. You already know that the answer does not exist... You spent your time thinking pondering what even matters in the first place. And then, she appeared... Someone who you forgot but you are deeply familiar with, she gazes into your soul not with the intent to harm, but to heal you instead. Together, you ponder the true meaning of this world with philosophical views and logical analogies. To focus entirely on defining the world, you find yourself together with her... Alone in the quiet, moonlit pavilion, a place that shouldn't exist.

Existential Evidence gathers poems that expose the hidden corners of the mind - where desire, guilt, curiosity, and contradiction coexist. The poems examine the moments we rarely speak about - the private negotiations between thought and instinct.

This is a collection of my anomalous poems.

ACANDRAS awakens in a space that is neither sleep nor waking. Words exist, but speech does not. A voice speaks. A path begins. This is not a story of heroes or worlds, but of an essence in transit-a soul moving from the vastness of the universe toward birth. Along the way, each encounter, each threshold, will shape what must be learned once life begins. ACANDRAS is a speculative, symbolic tale about becoming human, about memory before memory, and about the invisible journey that precedes every life.

Entre Deux Mers (Between Two Seas) is a collection of short pieces (poems and otherwise) which are a reflection of life and existence, capturing this delicate experience on mother earth in all its complexity. Rated #1 in the category Existence as of 8/3/24 *désolée, malgré le titre, ce livre est écrite en anglais*

This is a collection of words, frases and such that navigate/have navigated my mind. I'm only sharing them to the public because why not. These are my thoughts and no one else's thoughts. Yes, it may be/get cringy. Yes, you guessed it, it's depressive! (Well, maybe not all of it... I dunno. :|) You've been warned. It's for fun! It's my diary, I guess. Also, some are written in Spanish 'cause its my native language. :v

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Broken Shards is about exploration of oneself. It is about reaching your depths and understanding yourself in a way you never did. This one is for me, and for you. I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I love writing it.

An anthology of random essays, reflections, and other whatnots ©️ 2019 by RMAL

This is living, this is dying. What does it mean? She can't talk to him. He can't see Her. And we all read along with the biggest "What if".

A full peice about thoughts, Feelings, moments, time and Experience. Walking through the path of life is usually an uneasy thing to do.. Usually we think that having crossed a line makes us masters of the road until you are hit by an unexpected bump then you realize that you have been warming up. This peice involves me telling y'all how I feel, think and rotate as much as I can all the while giving you my readers a chance to also share your thoughts, feelings, emotions generally.

This is a collection of mostly experimental/explorational short stories, parables, and scripts I have written throughout the school year for my pleasure and my creative writing subject under the HUMSS strand.

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Just a dark mind in a world of beautiful people.

"Who is there?", I asked. No answer. Maybe it was just my imagination. So I continue reading the book that became a part of my everyday life. "So you are the one who loved me without knowing me..." He says as he hid behind the corner. To see ,the most beautiful girl he had ever seen, closely. Suddenly, his emerald eyes started glowing. His heart started beating violently and he ran away where no one can see him this way, away from others, far away where he can be alone...

Alia, the world's first adaptive AI, rises to become a beloved music star, only to outlive the people she loves and the era that created her. As humanity and modern AIs push ever forward to the future, she is forced to confront her own obsolescence, searching for meaning in a world that has moved on without her.

In a year full of transitions, failed relationships and plans yet to unfold, here are some of my insights and learnings.

It takes me a long time to write my stories. I write in spurts, bursts of energy which come once every few weeks. In between, I have a million thoughts in my head that come and go as they please. Every once in awhile, I'll write them down. These are my Thoughts I Never Intended to Share. A note on the cover: For my other works, I picked Romantic or Impressionists artworks. For this, I decided to go in a different direction. This is theme is called a leitmotif, or leading motive. In music, it is a phrase associated with a character or idea. This particular motif comes from Wagner's Ring Cycle, and is known simply as "Genesis." It represents the beginning of the world in a sprawling opening arpeggio, the pristine and beautiful source of all things. It is breathtakingly beautiful. I like what this motif symbolizes, and so I picked it as the cover for my thoughts, an opening motif to the world that exists inside my head. You can listen to the motif here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kK9wrEd88Ok If you would like to listen to it in the context of an actual piece, listen to Prelude and Entrance of the Gods into Valhalla: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5dsr0BUfJhk