histórias de Existential

Part 1: Anatomy of Irreversible Destruction # 2 poetry collection # 2 prosepoetry # 2 darkpoems # 1 abstract # 7 poem # 2 existential The weak fear the break. The survivors want the anatomy. _________ A ten-step mapping of internal collapse. It traces the precise geometry of a self-destruction-from the first snapped choice to the blackened imprint left behind. This is what remains when the ego finally consumes itself. #darkpoetry

Practitioner's Torture is a supernatural action-drama centred around Cage, an average kid who unknowingly harbours the soul of a godlike entity, Kisei Suru Takusan. As Cage begins to unlock his spiritual abilities, he discovers that the power inside him is both a weapon and a curse. Wrapped into a violent world full of Cryptids, Warriors, and Layered ideologies, Cage must navigate his own identity while resisting Takusan's growing influence. With the help of allies and mentors, he confronts both external threats and internal ones, learning to master his abilities without losing his soul in the process.

Chetna exists in a surveillance-run quarantine where memory is a fragile construct. Surviving a world shaped by control and quiet distortions, her instincts tell her something is wrong. In this psychological sci‑fi odyssey, doubt becomes the only way to survive when the world stops making sense. NOTE: This is a preview of the first five chapters. Details are at the end of chapter 5 to join my beta reader program if you are interested in reading the whole story!

The first time the sky cracked, no one noticed. Except him. Seventeen-year-old Kael Ardent has always felt something was wrong with the world - the pauses in conversations, the repeating days, the way people sometimes stare too long like they're waiting for a command. Then one night, he touches the air - and reality fractures. Now he can see the system behind everything. The codes. The errors. The watchers. And the girl who shouldn't exist. But every time Kael tries to fix the world, someone disappears. And the more he rewrites reality... The less human he becomes. If he destroys the system, the world dies. If he doesn't - She will.

In Brussels, three students summon Satan to become rich, loved, and respected. Bad news: he answers. Very bad news: he sends a touchy demon and a hellfire that doesn't burn walls... but egos. In an ordinary apartment tower, Guillaume a trainee firefighter nicknamed "Little Matchbox" tries to contain the blaze while his lieutenant calmly finishes his fast food. The building's caretaker guards his tower like a sacred relic, a brilliant lawyer refuses to be "ordinary," and a fallen Belzebuth discovers that even his own fire no longer obeys him. The result: flaming shoes, collective hallucinations, existential breakdowns, and a demon losing his horns in public. To survive, they'll have to stop trying to shine... and learn to stand together. Because this kind of fire can't be put out with an extinguisher. It's extinguished with humility.

Nothing you delete is ever truly gone. Inside a windowless building, Lira Vance works for a secret department that archives every erased message, unsent confession, and withdrawn doubt in the name of "stability." On Floor 9, analysts measure emotional suppression and track deviation before it becomes rebellion-but when Lira's own variance begins to rise, she realizes the system doesn't protect people, it protects itself. And in a world where silence is monitored and conformity is measured, crossing the limit doesn't make you dangerous-it makes you disappear.

To survive first contact, humanity must commit the perfect crime against reality. When the mysterious Arecibo Anomaly signals the arrival of the Auditors-ancient cosmic entities who test civilizations not for intelligence, but for their skill in deception-humanity is doomed. Its honest broadcasts into the void have made it a laughably easy target for assimilation. In a desperate gambit, disgraced physicist Dr. Aris Thorne is recruited for Project Chimera. His heretical theory of "phenomenological forgery" is their only weapon: not to fight or hide, but to lie. To build a flawless, simulated ghost of a civilization that has already destroyed itself. But the Auditors are not simple judges; they are supreme critics, demanding ever more complex and tragic narratives. As Aris splinters his own consciousness to populate his dying world, a simulated philosopher within it begins to uncover the truth of his existence. To pass the test, Aris must weave a lie within a lie-a masterpiece of art and deceit so beautiful it threatens to consume its creators and transform humanity into the very cosmic force it sought to escape. A mind-bending fusion of the Dark Forest Hypothesis, integrated information theory, and the philosophy of art, The Axiom of Deceit asks: In a universe where survival depends on the beauty of your lies, what is the ultimate price of truth?

Indifferent Conduits is a collection of standalone tales in which consciousness encounters scale beyond comprehension. Across battlefields, bedrooms, starships, and the depths of myth, individuals-mortal and divine-become momentary fractures in a universe that does not notice them. These stories explore not monsters or judgment, but structural indifference: loops without purpose, voids without malice, and the quiet terror of existing inside something that neither remembers nor cares.

When Terra is doomed, humanity's last hope launches into the stars aboard a generational vessel meant to carry civilization beyond extinction. But the crew is not humanity's best - only those bold enough to steal the future for themselves. Unbeknownst to them, a stowaway is trapped within the ship: a quiet technician who boarded only to correct a forgotten repair. He never meant to survive the end of the world; only to fix a mistake. From the shadows, he watches ambition rot into tyranny. In the vacuum between stars, fear becomes governance, governance becomes violence, and humanity's final sanctuary collapses into bloodshed. One by one, the self-appointed saviors destroy each other, leaving a single unintended witness drifting through eternity. Alone at the edge of existence, he confronts the question he has avoided his entire life: if survival is stripped of recognition, legacy, and audience what is its purpose? As the universe grows silent and the last human stands before infinite dark, THE END asks, "When clarity finally arrives, and there is no one left to see it, does it matter?"

The story continues as the mysterious warden of Zig-Zig is eventually informed about Herschel's escape. Against every principle of his precious Dalmicir school, Lyeasrakardsul submits and asks the Knomes for help before finally receiving the dreaded p-wyrd. Herschel is arrested as a chicken thief and brought to the town Stagna where he has been prejudged as a p-e-r-v-e-r-t by popular opinion, and where he will have some of the most significant encounters in his life.

When the mysterious SAM JETT goes missing from his downtown Paris apartment in broad daylight, it's up to estranged son, David Drake to piece together the circumstances of a larger than life man's larger-than-life life. All while unravelling the many strands that made him who he became. But is it too late to save him? Or will the timing be perfect as usual for this always-lucky old flyboy? The answer could go all the way down to the Minute-Mark.

Seth is dead. Without his best friend, Sam no longer wants to live. Concerned with the state of Sam's mental health after his stint in an inpatient care facility, his parents uproot the family and move to a small town in Michigan for the summer. Sam is determined to hate everything about it until he meets Charlie, a girl whose perspective on life clashes drastically with his own. Intrigued by Charlie's way of thinking, Sam slowly starts to trust her as she works to prove to him that real friendship is unconditional and that life, however painful, is worth living. Through a series of adventures within their small town, he and Charlie explore the healing process together until tragedy strikes once more and Sam is forced to put to practice everything he's learned. **CONTENT WARNING** Contains themes of mental health, suicide, depression, self harm, parental abuse, death, and grief.

"To be perfect is to be dead. To be alive is to be dangerous." Jessica is the perfect daughter. She has the perfect grades, the perfect smile, and the perfect memories. The only problem? They aren't hers. In a world where grieving families can purchase "Replacements"-advanced synthetic humans designed to step into the lives of the deceased-Jessica is the latest model of Lily Castellano. For six months, she has played her part, calculating every micro-expression to match a girl who died at seventeen. But the system is starting to glitch. It starts with a missed report. Then, a forbidden friendship with a campus rebel. Soon, Jessica is spiraling into a hidden underground of "drifters"-Replacements who want to own their own lives. But at Whitmore Institute, "uniqueness" is a bug to be deleted, and "self-awareness" is a death sentence. As the lines between her programming and her soul begin to blur, Jessica must decide: Will she remain the perfect ghost of a dead girl, or risk deactivation to become a "real" person the world was never meant to see?

"Every individual has subjectivity, everyone wants their subjectivity to be validated..." On a quiet, moonlit night, you found yourself alone at the scenery of a calm garden. You start to question whether such beauty could truly exist in this world. You already know that the answer does not exist... You spent your time thinking pondering what even matters in the first place. And then, she appeared... Someone who you forgot but you are deeply familiar with, she gazes into your soul not with the intent to harm, but to heal you instead. Together, you ponder the true meaning of this world with philosophical views and logical analogies. To focus entirely on defining the world, you find yourself together with her... Alone in the quiet, moonlit pavilion, a place that shouldn't exist.

A man on a bus to a monastery drifts inward and finds himself trapped in a recursive confrontation with meaning, identity, God, and his own mind. What begins as philosophical inquiry collapses into surreal encounters, looping revelations, and terrifying intimacy with a reality that speaks back. Told through an unreliable yet fiercely lucid narrator, this short story explores trauma, self-blame, surrender, and the hunger for coherence in a universe that may be infinite, indifferent, or deeply personal-or all three at once. God appears as voice, stranger, tormentor, teacher, and joke. Logic becomes emotional. Salvation becomes ambiguous. This is not a story about answers. It is a story about what happens when a human mind refuses to stop asking, even when the cost is everything-and what it means to finally recognize oneself as real.

Some places are meant to be forgotten. Vega cannot leave this one alone. It hums with quiet menace, shadows that linger too long, and a presence that feels alive even when it shouldn't. Each encounter unravels her certainty, testing what she believes, what she fears, and what she remembers. The questions waiting here are darker than she imagined-and some answers may never let her go. Cover image is not my own and it belongs to its respectful owner on Pinterest.

Reality is a narrative, and narratives are just containers for deeper, unknowable truths. But some truths consume the container. There exist entities that are not bound by cause-and-effect, time, or logic. They exist outside the syntax of being. What was once a character, gained self-awareness, eventually escaping their own creator. Their author. Transcending beyond narratives itself, existing within a domain of narrative deconstruction- and beyond. Despite breaking through every possible limit, every possible boundary, what happens when such an entity still yearns for something more? Something even they, even with all the powers that they possessed, couldn't achieve? P.S. Prequel for 272 Days Until. Instantiation of the Apophatic Absolute.

Poems of rhetorical questions

27 Minutes to Eclipse is a darkly gripping tale of twin siblings, Sol and Selene, bound by blood, trauma, and a supernatural curse: every time they both die, the clock rewinds 27 minutes to the moment before the first twin's death. But this gift-or curse-comes at a cost. Memories of each loop stay with them, twisting their perception of time, morality, and each other. As their lives spiral deeper into chaos, the twins navigate the suffocating weight of their codependency, the unspoken secrets that fester between them, and the growing wedge driven by Mia-a steady but unwitting outsider who stumbles into their fractured world.