Exvangelical قصص

A reflective memoir about questioning faith, wrestling with Christianity's hardest doctrines, and finding freedom beyond fear. Through doubt, deconstruction, and discovery, I explore what it really means to seek God - and why a true divinity would never need our suffering to prove love.

My journal entries between October 2019 - October 2020, describing my transition from questioning to atheist to anything in between. A journey of raw realism and insight. May you also find peace.

Alice's one goal is to find peace. The moment she finds it, life has other plans. She has a good heart but keeps making mistakes, holding herself to a high standard has taken a toll on her well-being. Being raised religious and then leaving her faith hasn't helped either. Living in two different worlds, with two different perspectives on life has got her head spinning.

tales of liberation, of discovery, of the joys in life and the triumphs, big and small. themes of religion, deconversion, queerness.