Fearoflove Stories

A soft, bleeding collection of poems from a girl who fears love after losing it. If you've ever loved someone who left, this is for you.

A man engrosses himself into a new romantic relationship shortly after a decade long romance dissolves. At first, fear prevails over his desire to participate in anything resembling adoration. With encouragement, the new love convinces him to turn his back on angst and live with an open heart. Though the relationship is doomed, essentially the narrative is a thank you letter for the learnings. In fact, it is based on a letter I gave to someone with whom I shared a similar occurrence.

love hurts.

Philophobia: The fear of falling in love and becoming attached to people. Not letting yourself connect to others leads to severe loneliness, depression and anxiety. Virgil had Philophobia, and he knew it. The others thought of him as an 'Emo Nightmare' or a 'Negative Nancy' but really, he was just afraid. Afraid of what would happen if any of them tried to get too close to him. He didn't want to hurt anyone - but it was too late for that... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: Contains mentions of self-harm and suicide. May also contain strong language. Trigger Warnings will be placed at the beginning of each chapter. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I own nothing except the story-line and cover All characters belong to Thomas Sanders

When you have felt deeply rooted rejection throughout the entirety of your life, you could feel little in your pulse anymore. There exist no love in something and I am here to say it shall not be defined as loveless or unlovable. Defy it as the in-achievable production of love through said existence because of the wilting inside that has already caused the unmanageable feeling to diminish. If you cannot feel love inside yourself, it does not mean you are impossible to reach on the matter. It means it more or less takes intense effort for you to love. Philophobia is of course, a different matter, but not by far. Philophobia is the psychological actual fear of love in what is usually identified romantically, but can in fact be fear of any sort of love. Just like other phobias, this can be 'cured' or at least helped. I was never formally diagnosed with the phobia, and I still try to maintain the idea that I am fearless, though I know the one true fear I have is that of love. Ever since I was little it has been hard to love, but then I met someone. Someone idiotic at times, but kind and caring. Someone who was going to prove that love is always possible.

Lucy Heartfilia Is a young woman. She was abused by her father as a child, and as a teen, by her boyfriend too. She hates them both. In fact she hates all love. She lived her whole life without loving a single soul. She hates everyone, for she fears they will treat her the same way that her father and boyfriend did. She can also see right through you, to your true personality Natsu Dragneel is a young man, also the richest man on the continent, and in the mafia. His girlfriend cheated on him with his best friend and his brother at the same time. His mom and dad could care less when he told them. So now he is cold to every one. He doesn't want to let anyone in so he won't be betrayed, he doesn't like liars. How will the two meet? Will Lucy be the one he cares about? Or will she be just any other terrible human being? Will Natsu break through her rude composure? Or will he fall onto the list of people should hates?

A book in which dan howell has irrational fears, one in particular being the fear of love. Originally started on fanfic amino but this is more convenient 🙃

Poems/ short stories about love and how it can be scary but beautiful

Ylliana Sirelle Castelliejos ay isang babaeng hindi nakapag-asawa.

We never knew this could happen, but It did. And it may be the best love ever - for her at least. All She wants it to heal his him, but is her love strong enough? Or will they become strangers with distant memories of what they use to be and out of reach dreams of what they could have been? There is only one way to find out...

This is a short piece reflecting on the unfamiliar feelings one can feel on the journey to recovery after ongoing trauma experienced in childhood. When the realisation comes that your "normal" is not normal, but considered tragic by the majority. When you realise there is a much brighter world out there, there is hope.

/Philophobia /Phil-o-fo-bia /Noun /The fear of falling in love or love itself

Rosemary (Rosie ) Gilbert's simple peaceful life with Dawn, her mother, was turned upside down when Dawn suddenly dies from an unknown bout of a cancerous tumor. Rosie is uprooted from Seattle Washington to live with her Aunt Misty in Lake Monroe Pennsylvania. Dealing with her mothers death is one of the hardest things Rosie has had to conquer. Living life and being a happy normal teenager is at the bottom of Rosie's to-do list. But alas when a bubbly outgoing girl Piper and her shy step brother, Carson, befriend her in her time of denial, Rosie can't help but throw herself into a fun filled summer of parties, moonlit picnics, friendship, first love ,and of course, heartache. Rosie must balance the new memories and feelings with her past in order to find herself and draw closer to those she loves.

Chloe Armel is an ordinary girl who has her life of her own and is a nerd, though not a typical one. When on ninth grade she falls in love and realizes that, love is only about getting hurt. Her trust along with her heart hides deep inside no where to be found. She now needs someone who can fix her. Who can bring back the original Chloe Armel who is hidden deep inside from the entire world. Is there anyone who can see the mask on her face? Is there anyone who can help her face her present? Is there anyone who she can trust once again with her whole life and will not break her heart? Is there something called 'LOVE' that actually exists? For Chloe it all just exists in fairy tales and books and neither does she believe in love nor does trust anyone. She knows that life is much more beautiful alone. But what she does not know is that her fate has something in store for her, infact everybody's does. She does not know that God has chosen the right one for us. Whom we are yet to meet and someone who will change us. Hence, her life takes a complete you turn once again when Cole O' Connell enters her life.

❝girl you know i got a cold heart, if i would give it to you, would you tear that shit apart? ❞ - philophobia - individuals who suffer from this phobia, fear romantic love or forming emotional attachments of any sort. ©️kfskies 2018.

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For the second time now, I'm posting an album instead of a story!

Rose has always been a fighter, pushing herself to achieve the life she desires. Starting her own business in LA, Rose is proud of how far she has come from her small town upbringing. Her world is turned upside down when she meets Will Thornton, a charming carpenter who sweeps her off her feet. Will is confident, stubborn, and perhaps even a little arrogant. Despite this, he is also sensitive, brilliant, and has a soft spot for Rose. She finds herself drawn to him, but his reluctance to commit to a relationship leaves her questioning what could have caused his aversion to love. As Rose tries to navigate her new relationship with Will, thoughts of Peter Timberland, her first love, begin to surface. Peter was once her kindred spirit and protector, and his sudden reappearance threatens everything she has built with Will. As Rose grapples with the complexities of her past and present relationships, she must confront the demons that have haunted her for years. Will's unwavering support provides a steady foundation for Rose to work through her issues and reconcile with her past. However, just as Rose begins to feel secure in her future with Will, a stunning revelation threatens to destroy everything they have built. Rose must make a choice between the safety of the familiar and the excitement of the unknown. In the end, Rose learns that true love requires trust, forgiveness, and the willingness to take risks. With Will by her side, she faces her fears and emerges stronger than ever before.

Charlotte is a business woman, while Becky is a past undercover cop. Becky is running from her past, trying to start something new. Charlotte is trying to move on from her fairly recent traumatic life events. Will they bond over their trauma/heart breaks, or will they drive each other to a crumbling heartbreak that crashes them both?

Isabella Green was like any normal 18 year old girl. Loyal, happy, and family oriented. That was until a scandal that shook her family drove her and her mother out of town. Sworn off men forever, with a fear of love, the last thing Issy expects is to fall in love, with not only one guy, but two.