Feelinglost Stories

Alaska Monroe is lost. Struggling through the raging tides of grief and trauma, she has never felt more alone. A small town on the outskirts of the world is there to catch her, but will the place and it's people be enough to save her? In Alderwood North Carolina all the backroads lead to dead ends. That's how confining town feels to Alaska anyway, but maybe two curious souls can show her that this is only because she needs to follow the road not taken...

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the usual.

This is a story about a girl who falls in love with the wrong guy.

Even though you need a line and a hook to catch fish, what's the use of fishing if you lack the bait to lure them in? Life works the same way, only this time, you are the fish. If you do not grab onto the fresh bait, and keep looking for the same crumbs of bread that tasted good good yesterday, but is horrible today, and awful tomorrow, how do you expect your life to be successful? You have to learn to adapt and grow out of your weakness and learn to tell which line holds the golden moment for your future, for they are as rare as the polished pearls that wash up on shore. Keep holding on, and don't give up, or you will miss the opportunity to see the beauty that lurks above the surface of your drowning ocean. This is just a book of short pieces that randomly come to mind whenever I have short bursts of inspiration. They may be short or sometimes long, but I hope you enjoy them nonetheless, and I'll leave the decision of whether or not these piece are good up to you, my loyal readers. I hope you have a better day than I do!

A collection of poems depicting the obstacles and challenges life throws at us and not letting them break us but giving us the strength to overcome them.

forgive your past to move on

There was a murder committed in 1997, although some people would not have called it a murder, but there were some people that were just so hell bent on this being the worst crime ever committed in the small town of Cold Creek, Wisconsin. The story became so popular that there was not a person in the county; in fact, that did not know the amplifications of this infraction. It was because of this act that Mathew J. Degarbo has never met his father in his whole seventeen years of his life.

A poem about depression. Trigger warning it hints at suicide. If any of my friends read this, no I'm not considering it and no I'm not harming myself. Just really depressed. It's hard to explain.

Life isn't always what we make it out to be, but that doesn't mean that it can't still be unbelievable. Living in today's world, with so many people insufferably living together upon one single planet, it is only natural-- it seems-- to feel as though we must each find ourselves a great and meaningful purpose: something that makes us stand out in all the chaos, that sweeps people off their feet, and seemingly gives meaning to our all too mundane heart beats. But, for Elyzandar, this can also make one feel lost, and even drowning, in an inconspicuous sea. Are there some people, he wonders, who simply cannot make their soul sing?

Hi everyone, I hope everyone is having a good day/night. This time it's going to be a little different, this is actually based off a true story that happened in my life. And I'm just using this so I can try to make peace with it. Y'all are welcomed to read it if you like, and I hope you guys find it interesting.

Ugh, everything just feels so... meh. Like, I'm just going through the motions, you know? Nothing really excites me anymore. I'm just a empty shell of my former self, wandering aimlessly, trying to find something, anything, that sparks joy. But it's all just a dull, gray haze. Even things I used to love feel like a chore. I'm just so... done. With everything. 😮‍💨

Tinni's life from exploring uni till Tinni exploring herself her self existence.... How far can you think she will go in further exploring herself.... with jerks and traumas ??.

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feeling lost, so i wrote this

I don't know honestly

"I never intend to lose myself" Many people envy the youngest in the family, thinking parents go easy on them and spoil them. But that's not how the youngest sees it. Andy works tirelessly to avoid being compared to her sister, who is two years older. She's seen each of her siblings leave one by one, creating new lives without her and leaving her behind. The loneliness she feels is profound, but she keeps all her emotions bottled up because she knows they aren't seen as valid by others. In her family's eyes, she's just the baby, and a child like her has no right to feel that way. While everyone else sees her as lucky, Andy struggles with the pressure to measure up and the pain of being left out. She's forced to grow up in the shadows of her siblings, with their achievements and lives constantly held up as standards she has to meet. Every day, she works hard not just for herself, but to break free from the comparisons and to prove that her feelings and experiences are just as real and important. Despite the perception that she has it easy, Andy's journey is filled with silent battles and unspoken hardships.

- POEM - a poetry depiction of my life and my struggles with feeling disconnected from myself and the world around me.

Oikawa thought that moving away would change his life, that he'd leave his life behind. But after moving into the little apartment, all hope for that jumped out of the window. This is gonna be really angsty, there are going to be mentions of deppression, suicide and mental strain and such. If you feel triggered by any of those I advise to not read this fic.