Feelingtrapped Stories

A short introspective piece about feeling tied down by life, growing apart from people you love, and finding the courage to cut the ropes before you die inside.

A look into how a teenage girl might feel in today's society.

I wrote this because I felt trapped in a cycle of life

"There isn't much I can say except, Welcome to the fucked up recesses of my mind." Internal Combustion follows a young unnamed narrator as she unleashes a torrent of her innermost thoughts and opinions. What she discloses ranges from family matters like familial bonds, overprotective family members, and manipulating parents, social views like immigration, religion, and what it means to be happy, and even topics that are hers and hers alone, such as the dreams that allude her and the fears that bind her in place. She is you, she is me, she is every single person out there who feels alone in the dark. Step in her world, into the dark warped hole that is her mind and just listen, that's all she asks. To be witnessed and heard.

I tell you, I need to be free, and you tell me that I am ungrateful... Cover art is by https://galaxiasparticulares.tumblr.com/

Ugh, everything just feels so... meh. Like, I'm just going through the motions, you know? Nothing really excites me anymore. I'm just a empty shell of my former self, wandering aimlessly, trying to find something, anything, that sparks joy. But it's all just a dull, gray haze. Even things I used to love feel like a chore. I'm just so... done. With everything. 😮‍💨