Feelitall Stories

This is going to be a series of short essays. I love to write, and these are just thoughts I have, and this is where I get to vent my feelings. So thanks for listening

2014. Bill is living through addictions, he doesn't know if there's going to be a tomorrow when he falls asleep. With a bad surrounding bringing Bill into more suicidal activities, he quickly became the person he never thought he would be 10 years ago. (TW : needles, hard word, addiction, blood, sexual activities, alcohol, weed, sh, eating disorders, cigarette, passing out, death and less triggering things like loneliness depression etc.) Don't recommend reading it if you're under 14. The story is made with the inspiration from Bill's Book Career Suicide, from interviews, and from the song feel it all's story.

Books of Song Lyrics is a collection of poems written as songs-intimate, unguarded, and deeply human. These pages hold stories of first love and lasting love, of missed moments, long nights, and the quiet ache of what was never chosen. Each piece reads like a confession set to melody, capturing the moments we replay in our heads long after they've passed. At its core, this book is about memory and survival. It traces the arc of loving someone who never fully stayed, of carrying unfinished stories, and of learning how to stand alone after being left behind. There is anger here, but also tenderness. Grief, but also growth. These lyrics speak for the people who loved deeply, waited too long, and still found a way to rebuild themselves. Written in spare, lyrical language, Books of Song Lyrics blurs the line between poetry and music. It is meant to be felt as much as read-to sound like a voice in the dark, reminding you that your heartbreak was real, your love mattered, and your story deserves to be heard.

"I know you inhale reality and exhale realisation. But I hope someday you consume starlight and reflect moonshine" For all those days when it becomes a bit difficult to smile.When the bubble of laughter within you bursts even before your outside world could see it . For all those days when you're simply lost and wish to find yourself somewhere .To find yourself within words; within letters of words,I hope I can become your someplace. A place where you can cry.A place where you can scream and smile too.The kind of place where it's just hard to not to be you. A place where you can be the most honest version of yourself. Where you can be your own colour of light and your own kind of darkness. ~Lost Letters 💛

two junkies fall in love. (based on the feel it all music video) Tw: drugs suicide depression and death maybe