Истории Firstheartache

To the only man i loved, i wrote you a poem. :)

tungkol ito kay Russel kung saan pinagdaanan sa mga minahal niya noon. one day na realize niya na kailangan niya muna magpahinga at maghintay para makamit niya ang tunay na pag-ibig.(based on true story)

Don't get the wrong idea. She's just a typical girl who work as hard as possible to anything but taken her self for granted most of the time. She knows her flaws but still lost against it. She's not weak but seems to be a kind of. She hates her self for being like this. know her story, lady of yours no more.

Being a book nerd is awesome. You fall in love with characters so often that you don't even care to actually like boys around you. I've always loved that; it kept my heart safe. My heart was guarded by the fictional characters I loved, until he came into my life. I let him in and that was the biggest mistake of my life--so far. I should have stuck with what I know, books and fictional characters, instead of stepping out of my comfort zone. I never thought would be writing this, but here I am. But you don't really care, do you? You don't want to hear another story about a silly girl who fell for the wrong guy and broke her own heart, do you?

"MY FIRST LOVE TURNED TO A LIFETIME PAIN IN MY HEART", This is my story of first love, when i was in highschool, it started all with a Christmas card from a classmate i never expected, not my crush, not my friend, not even one of my peers but i have to admit, he is a dearest handsome young man, "I called him Pretty Boy". He belongs to a politically oriented family in our community, thats maybe one of the reason i'm not comfortable with, but who will not fall in love to this young man with everything in him, not a bully, not a talker but i have to say a coward to stand on his feet. As days and months passed of receiving letters from him, not much in communication because as highschools, our classmates are bully. After our 3rd year, we are on the same section on the list of Fourth year class but unfortunately, he was absent for the first week of class, of course i knew that perfectly because i was looking for him. All of a sudden, he reported to school but entered the other room, for some reasons maybe our classroom was full slot, maybe his friends are on the other side, or maybe he dont want to see me anymore, but what ever his reason, highschool life must go on. Years past, millions of life lessons had slappeod us, the love i had for him became a feeling of knife stabbing my heart everytime i remember him, tears free falling from my eyes, heavily carrying in my heart and still freshly killing me", if we found our zodiac sign match and lived our own life, "why does this feeling still deeply hurting my heart", **I will leave the answer up to you when you finally have the time to answer this my dear Pretty Boy** *I made this story hoping this will ease the pain that i am feeling right now, for the reason why this love turns into forever pain, it will be on my life story** Sit back,relax and join me laugh, pity, and cry😊