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Quarantine Series #1
My life isn't a fairytale. Not a typical story that everyone wants to discover. Yes, I live in a palace but not as a princess. Just a maat girl who dreams to have a prince charming. I kept praying that maybe one day, my own Akihiro Juarez, Peter Armstrong or maybe an Ezekiel Roswell will come. But in my 18 years of existence, I realize that those things just don't exist. Men are men. They always cheat. They always have another girl besides from you. They let you fall deep but in the end, they will still leave. They make you feel amazing and loved but in the end? You'll just end up asking yourself what's wrong with you. You'll end up asking why you're not enough.
This life? This is a piece of shit. I want to end it but I just can't. My whole family is depending on me. Why? Oh, because i'm the all known "panganay" of this family. I am supposed to do all the things that my parents are supposed to do.
But what if I just can't? Hindi ko kaya. Malapit na akong sumuko. Malapit na akong bumitaw.
Kakayanin ko pa ba? Maaabot ko pa ba ang mga pangarap ko? Sana nga.